I made her sit in the cab and had to take a wheelchair for her. It was too bad. She was fully fucked, and her legs were not helping her. In the flight, we never talked; she was too embarrassed, and I didn’t want to bring up anything that would make it weird. So we just stayed quiet, and randomly, she took my hand and placed it on her crotch. She said she would be faithful now in my ear, and I felt good about this. She used my hand to play with herself on the plane. My parents were there to pick us up, but it was strange that my wife was in a wheelchair, so I told them she fell off and hurt her knee.
It was a very strange situation, but she recovered in just two days and was able to walk. We lived alone, and my parents went back to their house. She never had sex with me, but she gave me handjobs whenever she saw I was hard.
She also then saw all the new year wishes from everyone; on the new year’s night, Kabjr was fucking her for the first time, and it was late at 2 a.m., so we never saw any messages till we were back. It was a fun way to start our new year and my marriage. She then told me that Kabir gave her all his usernames on all the platforms he uses and gave her his number. He lived just about two hours away from our house. It was a really creepy fact, as we met randomly and lived so close. We never gave him our address.
My wife told me to get some escorts, and she will be watching if I want her to. She was ready to be humiliated and cheated on. She told me that she is fine if I get a girlfriend or cheat on her. I personally don’t want it, and I don’t think my daughter will make a girl happy; it didn’t make my wife happy, so any other girl is far from that. I enjoyed watching her do it, and I felt like I was becoming a cuckold. She had no intention of making me a cuckold; I don’t even know if she knows what cuckold means. It just happened, and she is now forcing me to get an escort or to fuck a girl so it can be equal.
It’s embarrassing for me to say, but I feel like I am enjoying just watching her have sex with another man and cheat on me. She is very truthful and never hides anything from me, but I still believe she has some hidden secrets. She is faithful, and if I was able to satisfy her, then we would have been a great couple. We both don’t feel like we will ever leave each other. That’s why we got married and had it officially licenced. I don’t feel the anger that a man would feel if his wife, girlfriend, or significant other cheated. I feel ashamed as a man and don’t feel like a man myself. I am becoming a sissy. I feel horny watching my own wife get railed on by another man.
Seeing her enjoy herself so much changed me. I had the same anger and fear that a normal man would have at getting cheated on, but when it really happened, it changed my thinking process.
I watch her happy every day now, and she feels more comfortable and real with me; she isn’t hiding anything, and if I get nervous, she gives me her phone, and she didn’t message Kabir. She doesn’t message anyone other than our family, and that’s how faithful she is. I still have this urge to see her with another man again. And I feel weird. That’s why I wrote this down and want to upload it to some website for people to masturbate to as I do. She is really forcing me to have an escort for once and end this saga. I will be getting an escort and fucking her in front of her, but it takes me about 5 minutes to get finished and it would be embarrassing. I am a goon, and I love watching others have sex.