Me: So, dad finds me attractive?
“Even I find you attractive.” She winked at me, and I blushed. “Your dad doesn’t show, but he’s lonely. I mean, he has me for things to talk about and emotional support. But guys always need sexual satisfaction to truly stay happy.”
She continued.”Ever since my surgery, my sex drive vanished. I no longer wanted to have sex, and still, we tried. I tried for him, but it gets too painful for me.”
I didn’t know this. I guess no one knows their parent’s sex life, so fair enough. But now I understood why he did what he did. Why does he always keep hugging me? He just wanted to feel a young body next to his. I looked at mom.
She suddenly appeared to have grown a lot older than yesterday. Maybe I hadn’t observed her this carefully before. My eyes went to a picture of her on the bedside table in which she was young and sexy.
Me: Why doesn’t he have sex with someone else outside?
Mom laughed: Even I suggested this to him, but I get it. You cannot trust just anyone on the outside. Like apart from the fear of STDs, one could easily take a picture to blackmail us.
I agreed with it.
Mom: The last time he had sex was when we were on a trip to that village, remember?
Me: Ohh, yea. Last year?
Mom: Yes. I convinced him that no one knew him here so that it would be easy, so he arranged two women and enjoyed it. He was happy that day and for a couple of days. But then we came back here, and the old life without any sex started again and made him sad again.
I suddenly started feeling bad for him.
“Until.” She paused for a second like she wasn’t sure if she should say it or not “he saw you naked that day in the shower.”
Me: So you know about that too, mom?
Mom: I know about everything. He doesn’t hide anything. That’s what I like about him. He’s always honest.
Me: So what did he say?
Mom: He said he saw you naked accidentally that day. He thought you went to college and went into your room to fix the router as the Wi-Fi wasn’t working.
“What else did he say?” I asked with curiosity.
Mom: Seems like you’re too curious.
I blushed but tried to hide it.
Mom: He said he couldn’t believe our daughter had grown up so much now. She looked so sexy. He said he hadn’t seen anyone more beautiful and sexy than her.
Something was happening to me. I didn’t know what. Imagining my father saying these things about me made me feel something I couldn’t figure out.
Me: So that’s why he started hugging me so much and making me sit on his lap?
Mom: Yes, actually, that was my idea.
I stared at my mom. “YOU TOLD HIM TO DO THAT?” I couldn’t believe it.
Mom: Yes, beta, I’m sorry you didn’t like it, but it made your father happy.
I sighed and took a deep breath before finally asking, “So what do you suggest I do?”
Mom paused a little as if she was thinking about many things and then finally said, almost whispering, “If you could..umm..if you are comfortable enough to do things with your dad, it would make your father and me happy to bring us closer than ever.”
It was what I was expecting. But it still took me a minute to process it. “So you want me to have sex with my dad?” I asked straightforwardly.
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