So that’s how it all began, and she must have been planning how to say what she did for quite a long time too.
I couldn’t say anything then cause I was literally shell-shocked, A couple of day’s later we went to look at the RV, it appeared to be in very good condition outwardly but filthy! Inside was ok and I was expecting it to stink but it didn’t as it had all been cleared out before storage, a worksheet was made up of what it would take to get it back on the road, a figure was agreed and that was that, before we left though they started it up and the engine sounded really great, nothing more was mentioned though and at that time I thought she had forgotten all about it, it took 8 months to get it back to what it was with a total refit, That summer we decided to give it a try, mother was self employed so could take her holiday when ever she wanted so she waited for me to have my annual holiday, I genuinely thought she had forgot about it, I was dead wrong, in fact this is why she took the risk of having put back on the road as I found out, while my sisters were going abroad with there boyfriends we would take the RV on a road trip.
Driving it was a challenge, it was great on normal roads but we were heading for the Cumbria and the lake district, on the way up there she said, do you remember that chat we had sweetheart, of course I knew what she meant but I said which one do you mean, You know about us, it’s been a few months now and I’ve gone to all this trouble to get us away, we get to many visitors at home! Mum can we talk about this when I’m not driving, I felt a strange sense of uncomfortable and a weird sense of arousal at the same time, We found a spot near one of the lakes up there and parked up, it had been quite a drive up there and I was hungry, for food! We were completely self sufficient and everything worked as it should have.
Nothing happened that night or for the two nights after, but we did have a chat, she told me how she felt and telling me some stuff about her friends! And it was mind blowing! If I opened my mouth to the wrong people their would be least three divorce cases started she said, then the conversation turned to us,
It was then that I fully understood how far my mother was ready to go with this, she was totally serious about everything, I have a wonderful family but on the other side I feel left behind and empty, Mum you do realise what your asking is illegal don’t you I said, I’ve thought about it a lot, the times I’ve wanted to approach you about it and didn’t, the times I got so jealous of my friends for having the nerve to act the way they do even though it’s horribly promiscuous and could and probably will end in tears for them, so yes sweetheart I want your help, I miss not being in bed with someone I miss the intimacy, and yes I do miss the sex she said, I want to feel whole again but I’m not going with any Tom Dick or harry like they do.
It was 9 at night, I had a shower then mum went in, she emerged from the bedroom and I was standing at the door just looking out over Windermere wearing just a pair of shorts, she came up behind me putting her hands around my waist, what are you looking at she said, oh just the water it’s hypnotic, it’s lovely here she said so quite, close your eyes sweetheart and don’t turn around till I tell you too, I was feeling a little anxious but I did it, ok you can turn around now she said, I couldn’t believe it, she was naked from the waist down, her pubic hair was proudly on display with her top tied around her waist, I couldn’t help but just stare at her, she’s was a knockout anyway but now she simply looked stunning! you really do want this don’t you I said, I wouldn’t be standing her like this if I wasn’t sure sweetheart, after what seemed like an eternity but was probably just a couple of minutes she turned and said, when your finished looking I’ll be in the bedroom if there is anything you want, as she gently patted my bum.