One day when I returned home from the hospital, I realized that it had been more than a week since my son returned from the hostel and I had not even talked to him properly since I had come to the hospital at 10 in the morning. I leave for work and come back home after 5 pm. My husband is also often out of the house for work, so I felt that I should talk to my son. After many years, he has returned to his home. When he comes, he must have either his mother or father with him to share his experiences.
So in the evening, after doing all the household work, I go to her room to talk to her, where my son also talks to me about many things related to his hostel and friends, since it is night time and he has not taken off his outer clothes. Were wearing. He was in front of me in his underwear and vest while talking. My attention was drawn to his bulge visible through his underwear. I tried to ignore him but my attention was drawn away from the conversation with my son and towards his erect penis. Eyes were watching him as he appeared to be much longer and bigger than usual. Looking at him, his length appeared to be 6.5 inches to 7 inches and his thickness was also more but he was not making any movement which piqued my curiosity. Was made even bigger to see if it is in a calm state? And how much bigger it can become when excited.
I was really looking forward to seeing his penis naked, I was starting to feel aroused. I had forgotten that he was my son, thinking about whom I started feeling wet and I immediately got up and left his room. I was surprised because this had never happened to me before that due to sexual attraction towards other men. This was the first time that water came into my vagina. That night I masturbated imagining my son’s penis and went to sleep.
The next day, like every day, I did all my household chores and left for the hospital and the whole day I was thinking about what happened last night and was feeling guilty, all kinds of thoughts were coming in my mind.
After thinking about all this for about half a day, I calmed myself down and tried to keep my mind calm by changing my perspective. I started wondering why I felt this way. I am a doctor and understand everything but my mind was not able to accept it or I did not want to accept it. But in the end I accepted it.
Many of you women who are mothers of a young son yourself might be thinking that I am a very bad mother for thinking this about my own son. And so that you don’t think like this about me, you must read this post till the end and then think.
Since I am a woman, I know very well the questions and thoughts going on in your mind. You and I all know that a woman gets attracted to some of her close, relatives or male friends many times throughout her life, even if this attraction is for a few moments. And when this happens, women have a different type of desire due to kisspeptin hormones. And if you yourself feel safe with that man, then when this happens, there is a different happiness inside us and we try to attract that man and keep trying to show ourselves attractive in front of him.
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