This was the second time today that I was hearing the exact same word… Now I began to question if my years of loyalty to Prakash and the result I got till now, was for nothing…
Well for starters every change I made was my choice. Prakash did not even tell me once about what or how he wanted to see me differently. So was I really wasting my time going out of the way so that he is able to enjoy me in bed like earlier days?
Everything that transpired today starting with the threesome with Rafiq and his wife, followed by the unexpected sex with Asif and including the conversation with Ravi made me think otherwise.
If only me telling Prakash that I slept with Rafiq got him hard enough to do the honors in my cunt, then so be it. Besides that, I could still lead my own secret life and choose to find my own physical happiness with anyone…
I was no longer loyalty bound to Prakash for any reason… Now whether my decision was right or wrong, I don’t know. Only time will tell. I asked “leave the rest of the neighborhood alone Jaggu. I am only interested in knowing your view point”.
Jaggu put his tea cup on the table and looked kind of uncomfortable in his seat. He took a moment before looking at me and said “to be honest, that ‘SOMEONE was me only. Please don’t understand me wrong Anita”.
I replied “its ok Jaggu, relax. So do if I understand correctly that you were the one who had eyes on me”? He didn’t have an answer now and was even more uncomfortable in his seat.
He got up to leave saying “I have to go for some urgent work now”. I too got up and held his hands, I said “Please sit down Jaggu. You know how much I enjoy your company”.
Now I sat with him on the sofa. He seemed to relax a little. I was still holding his one palm in between both of mine. I said “if there is anyone in this neighborhood who is close to me, then it is you. I hope you know that”?
Now he smiled with a twinkle in his eyes looking at me and said “yes I know Anita. But you know we have never had such conversations before, so I got a little panicky before it got out of hand”.
I said “relax Jaggu, we have had far more mature conversations before. You also know there are no limits between us so nothing can get out of hand”. He nodded yes.
I said “so tell me honestly Jaggu, am I really that good looking to catch your eye”? Jaggu replied “yes absolutely. You are stunningly beautiful and breathtakingly gorgeous”.
I couldn’t avoid blushing at this. I replied “thank you Jaggu. Your words mean a lot to me”. He naughtily smiled at me and said “do you know? You are the hottest woman in this entire neighborhood”?
I blurted out “stop giving me BS Jaggu. I am sure there are others much better looking than me”. He turned towards me now holding both my palms in his.
He excitedly said “trust me on this Anita. I am not joking or trying to flatter you”. I replied “ok, let’s assume that you are right”. He continued “trust me if it was not for Prakash then…”.