We slept for a bit after. He woke up after an hour and so and started kissing me again. I asked him to take me back to my place. He started apologizing and said that he couldn’t stop himself and really loves me. I begged him to let me go but he wasn’t listening, he was like a different man altogether.
He started hugging and kissing me again. In no time he was fucking me again and I broke into tears and begged him to stop and that I was too sore. He stopped and said that you will have to make me come if you want me to stop, lets use this beautiful mouth of yours. He showed his dick in my mouth. It tasted like blood and cum. I wasn’t able to breathe properly and tried to push him away. He put my arms up and showed his cock in my mouth again and went as deep as he could. I could not breath and kept gagging while he held my head and kept fucking my mouth. He slapped me every time I gagged. He kept doing this for few minutes and I felt something hot gushing in my throat. He made me lick it clean and made me say that I loved it. I hated saying it but I told him that I loved making love with him. He told me to use the word fuck. I told him I like getting fucked by him like a bitch. I am thankful that he took my virginity and turned me into a whore.
We woke up in the morning and he made me breakfast and then dropped me back at my place. I wasn’t able to decide whether it was a normal sex or he has issues. Anyway, he said he will be busy on a project and we didn’t see each other for a week, I was able to heal meanwhile.
One night I heard the door opened and knew it was him since he had a spare key. He gave me a hug telling me how much he missed me. I prepared pasta that day and I started surving the dinner. I try to make easy things so I can manage it easily. We had dinner together and I absolutely loved it. He was so nice and loving. He carried me in his arms to the couch and cleaned everything. We listened to music for a bit after. He kept caressing my hair and face the whole time and made me laugh and smile.
He picked me up and took me to my bedroom after. He apologized at first and then said that I love you Ann. But you will have to understand that at the end of the day you are blind and are not really nothing in this world. No man will want to get stuck with you but here I am with you right now. Being with you means I will miss so many things. Now it’s your duty to make sure that you compensate your weakness with something else. I asked what do I have to to. He said that you let me fuck you whenever and however I want. You will never ask to go out with me cause it’s embarrassing for me. I will never marry you but I will visit you ever night and leave after a bit. I agreed to everything.
He then started kissing me again and undressed me. This time I didn’t feel any love from him at all. But I was too scared to lose him and to be alone. He Took his clothes off and told me to open my mouth wide open. I knew what was coming. He fucked my mouth until he came deep inside my throat. We lied down for a bit and then he asked me to lick his dick and balls. I could not do a good job as I couldn’t see. He got mad and slapped me hard on my face. I fell towards the foot board and cut my lip. I could feel that blood came out. He quickly held my face and apologized. But then started licking my lips where I got hurt. He started licking the blood and then later sucking hard to draw more blood out of it. I knew that time that he enjoys hurting me.