Chapter 3 – Bold Adventures –
Going forward I soon began to masturbate again. I previously stopped when things got rough with my biological parents, but Iris encouraging me to be comfortable while also showing me parts of a woman I only saw on porn, restored my sex drive. I would ease into just masturbating once a week when she went shopping, sometimes looking at porn, but then it would cycle into almost everyday. By nightfall, I would go in her room, make sure she is asleep, then jerk off in my bed. Sometimes downstairs on the couch, in the bathroom, and when she was gone, in her own bed. My sex drive increased ten fold and I would soon be obsessed with sexual pleasure again. However, as this unfolded, I would soon develop a lust for Iris.
Instead of just watching porn, I fantasize about her. Having sex with her, licking her, fingering her, ect. Each time we would spend time together, I would think of her sextually and everytime we touched, I would get extremely horny. This elevated the first time I got a hold of her clothes. On a Wednesday night, she had to attend an outing with her friends and told me to do the laundry while she was gone. Since we mesh together each of our clothes, I had to also wash her dirty clothes. While putting them in, I sniffed her baise panties, black bras, and even licked on each of them. I smelled the dirty scent of her pussy and got SO horny. I pulled down my pants and masturbated with them, stroking my cock with the vaginal lining of her underwear, the same underwear I always see her in. About 10 minutes into jerking myself, I finished in her panties. Feeling extreme guilt and anxiety, I washed them with the rest of the clothes and made sure no trace of my cum was present. When Iris got home, all was normal and the following days proceeded as usual. I realized that I could conjure up these deeds to feel even more pleasure, so I did this for a good amount of time, smelling and masturbating into her dirty clothes.
Chapter 4 – Manipulation –
About two years into living with my mother, I saw most of her, and in saying this, I don’t just mean her personality, I mean body, and even her sextuality. Being obsessed, I found her purple rabbit vibrator and realized, like me, she was not getting a lot of sextural attention. As I asked her about sex, in my usual insecure, hesitant way, she always exclaimed I can go to her whenever I want to talk about these things. She told me stories of her past partners, her first time masturbating, and her first time having sex. Iris even encouraged me to masturbate and explore my body as it was important to my sexual health. Knowing this, I knew I could manipulate this situation for my own sexual desire.
One day, as I masturbated, the most gut wrenching thing happened to me. My mother walked in on me vigorously stroking my cock to porn.
Iris: Oh my god…..
Me: Oh i’m so sorry
As she quickly shut the door back I pulled my pants up and took my earbuds out, as that’s what caused me not to hear her in the first place. I was nervous and scared but after cleaning myself up, went and apologized.
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