Always and Always, Your BFF – Linda
Dear Becky,
I just got your letter. You always know how to say the right things to make me feel better. You are right of course. Why should I care about what other people think? Besides I’ll be graduating soon so it doesn’t really matter. And, as you said, it is 1956. It’s not like the 30’s when our parents grew up and you couldn’t even kiss a boy without getting a reputation. Lots of girls have sex and some of them are really popular in school. What I did with Bobby and Skip isn’t any worse than that.
You know I won’t think badly about you if you lose your virginity to Kevin. It sounds like you came pretty close. The way you described getting naked with him was really exciting. I’m glad you decided to do him with your mouth. I told you that you would like it and that it doesn’t taste so bad. I would never have thought of using my breasts like that but I seem to be learning new things every day.
So much has happened since my last letter. At school Bobby stopped me in the hall and asked if I would go with him to a party at Billy’s house on Saturday. I said okay. I know what you’re thinking. Why would I do anything with Bobby after what I heard in the men’s room? I know it sounds crazy but I don’t hold what was said against him. I mean he can have any girl he wants and most of them do more than I did in the movie theater so why was I so special? I think some of the other girls are just jealous and that’s why they are snickering behind my back.
Skip kept calling so I finally agreed to see him Friday because I had already promised to go out with Bobby on Saturday. He took me to one of those expensive dinner clubs with a band. I wore my blue dress with a “v” cut in front that showed my boobs. He was dressed up in a coat and tie. I felt a little guilty about how much money it cost. It was at least $20. I figured I owed him for spending so much but when we left it was too late to go to the reservoir. Instead I did him with my mouth in the driveway and swallowed it all so I wouldn’t get any on me.
Saturday night got really crazy. Bobby called and told me to meet him at Billy’s house around 8, and not to dress up because it was a casual party. I wore my pink pedal pushers and white pull over top. It turned out to be a small party without any chaperones because Billy’s parents were away for the weekend. The only other girls there were Cindy, Alice, Sally and Cheryl – all popular girls with reputations for going all the way. Most of the boys were from the football team. I felt a little out of place when I arrived and even more so when I found Bobby in the kitchen with Cindy hanging all over him like she was his date.
Bobby greeted me like nothing was wrong and fixed me a drink with rum in it. I didn’t want to seem like a party pooper so I took it even though it was my first drink ever. It went right to my head making me a little silly and giggly. Bobby took my hand and we went down the hall to a bedroom with bunk beds. Billy followed us with Alice. They got in the top bunk and we got on the bottom. Pretty soon we were kissing and touching. Bobby took off my bra and played with my breasts, then sucked on them. Then he pushed his hand down the front of my pedal pushers and fingered me. They were really tight so I undid the zipper on the side to make it easier.