I hugged her and said, “Thank you sweetie. I love you.”
As I was about to break our embrace she said, “Mom I saw you last night.”
I was taken back and responded, “I know honey. We watched a movie together.”
“Mom, I love you. I saw you in the hall watching Nick and I. Please talk to me.”
I sat on her bed and started to cry. Sobbing hysterically, I was in shock. Jessi got on the bed behind me and pulled me into her. Holding me tight as she tried to comfort me by saying, “It’s okay mom. Talk to me.”
I was breathing erratically, gasping for air between sobs, “I’m such a bad mother. I can’t believe I spied on you like that. I don’t understand why I did that.”
“Mom you are a beautiful woman. You’ve gone so long without prioritizing your needs. It’s okay mom. I love you. Nick loves you. Come lie with me. I want to cuddle with my mommy.”
She pulled me back onto and over her and ended on the bed with her spooning me, her arms around me, face snuggled into my neck. We laid there and enjoyed the peacefulness of our solitude, just mother and daughter. Roles reversed being that usually I’m the one who is comforting her.
She whispered, “Mom tell me what has you so upset.”
Who knew that my daughter would be the one I would confide to. “Friday night as I was cleaning up around the house I found a pair of my dirty underwear sticking out from under Nick’s bed.”
“Yes, so what mom. He’s had a crush on you for so long but you’ve been too busy with work to have noticed. What did you do with the panties?”
I hesitated and said, “I lifted them up to my nose and then licked them.”
“They probably had his dry cum on them. I’m sure he used them to masturbate. So what, it’s okay to be naughty every now and then.”
I grabbed her arm and held it close to me, squeezing it I sighed, “It’s worse than that.”
She whispered, “Tell me. I’m here for you.”
I hung my head in shame, hesitated and said, “I’ve made myself cum three times since then thinking about fucking my own son.”
I started to cry again as I felt her pull me back into her body as she said, “It’s okay. Nick is a handsome stud. Look what I did last night. It’s okay mommy. Please don’t cry.”
“No it’s not okay to feel this way. I’m his mother. I need to be the adult. I can’t act out my feelings.”
She asked, “How did you feel? Don’t tell me guilty. I know that. Did you feel good when you came thinking about Nick?”
“God help me but yes I felt wonderful that’s why I’m such a mess. The feelings I’m having are so wrong. I don’t know what to do.”
“Mommy it’s okay. You have been alone for so long it was only a matter of time before your unfilled desires broke through.”
“Yes but with my son?”
Jessi laughed and squeezed my hand, “Yes with Nick.”
“Mom what did you see last night?”
I whimpered, “I saw you giving Nick a hand job while he played with your pussy.”
She asked, “Did you see how big his cock is? Is that why you stayed so long?”
I softly said, “Yes.”
She gently caressed my stomach as she whispered, “Did you want to hold it mom? I know when I first felt it that’s all I thought about.” I gasped as she gently swirled her tongue in my ear.