He looked at me with puppy eyes and said “of everyone else I did not expect you to dodge the problem aunty”. Placing my hand on his back I said “I am not dodging anything, I am only trying to tell who can help because I have no idea”.
He said “aunty my friends suggested I should masturbate to relieve the pressure and that will make it go away”. Honestly this was the first time I heard the word masturbate and was clueless what it meant”.
Even my own son who is slightly older to Pramod never came to me with such questions. I said “Pramod honestly I have no idea what you are talking about”.
He snapped at me saying “aunty you are married so you definitely know about sex and masturbation”. This conversation was going where I never imagined, especially talking about sex.
I have never even spoken to my hubby about sex ever. I said “Pramod you can call me dumb because I swear I have no idea about what you are saying. Maybe you should ask your friends to help you with this”.
He looked at me innocently and said “aunty I believe you, you don’t need to swear. I know about masturbation and have tried it but it did not help so I am asking for your help”.
I said “well if you already know about it and it did not help, then how can I help. Especially when I have no idea what you are talking about”. He said “aunty I have videos where a woman does it and it solves the problem. So I am only asking for your help to try once”.
I had a ringing in my head that I was getting into unknown territory the outcome of which is unknown. So I said “Pramod I am sorry I cannot help you with this”.
He said “aunty you are the only woman in my life, who else can I ask for help”? I said “ask you mother or your girlfriends”.
He said “you are the only one with whom I can dare talk such things, you know I don’t have any girlfriends. If you are refusing because you don’t know then I have the videos on my phone and can show it to you. But please don’t say no because I have been suffering for a week now and the pain is unbearable”.
I was thoroughly confused and did not know what to say to get out of this situation. I said “fine I will help you but you have to promise me you will not talk about this to anyone ever”.
He said “aunty I am ready to swear on anyone you ask that I will never tell anybody. I have never told anyone about the candies and ice-creams that I bring for you which you enjoy a lot. So you can surely trust me”.
I said “ok, so what do you want me to do”? He took his phone and played a video where a lady was holding the man’s dick stroking it up and down with her hands.
First time in my life I was watching a porn video which I never knew even existed. I died in shame and embarrassment looking the other way and said “please close this. I don’t want to see this garbage”.
Pramod said “aunty you said you want to help me, I only showed you this because you said you did not know about it. It is just a video so you can learn from it”.
I said “that video is so disgusting, how did you even think of me doing that for you”? He looked at me with a sorry face and said “aunty this is what I have been trying to tell you, I had to show the video to explain”.