I was going crazy thinking about my wife, Anita, making love to another man… But I knew that I wouldn’t really like her making it with another man. I talked her into it! Not all at once of course… but after a while of fantasizing and talking to her about it, I got her to think about making out with another guy, as I watched, and then after he left we’d make love!
It all started innocently enough, I have always been somewhat of a voyeur and my wife is definitely attractive! I would love to see her make love to someone else… Well, maybe not make love to someone else, but to get fucked by someone else! But then there was always this danger sign that suddenly appeared! I wasn’t sure what “HER” reaction would be! I wasn’t sure whether she would prefer him over me! I wasn’t sure that she would have any use for me after I pushed her into that! I wasn’t sure that she would consider me an acceptable mate after that! I wasn’t sure that she would be totally turned off and not only lose her attraction to me, but be repulsed!
I was sure that she would consider me strange… and I was sure that she would wonder about me… But I was hoping that her love for me would overcome those obstacles and she would be sucked into an even greater love because I wanted it “FOR HER” so much! Or did I? I wanted to see her squirm and I wanted to see her seduced! I wanted to see her excited and breathless… But I didn’t want to see her actually make it with another guy! I WAS JEALOUS! But I didn’t want to admit it! Maybe what it was, was that my thinking about her with another guy got me so excited that I wanted to see it but didn’t want to realize it … does that make any sense? Or maybe it was I wanted to realize it, but didn’t want to see it! …
Whatever the craze… I was definitely affected and I wanted it, something to happen. I told her one night that I wanted to see her get picked up, come back to our apartment and get make out with some guy and maybe go all the way. She was very reluctant to get involved… but I pressed on and she relented. I drove her down the road a ways… About a mile and a half and told her to walk home in the dark… I was expecting someone to stop and offer her a ride… but no one did! When she got back home she acted a little bit relieved that she had been able to get there without being picked up. We talked about it when we made love later on… and she was excited beyond excitement! She was not wetter than she had ever been before, but she was more enthusiastic than ever before in that she was more talkative and more imaginative! She actually started to initiate thoughts into my head! She was starting to share my fantasy in that she realized that it excited me, so she was using it to further excite me! I loved it!
I decided to water down my fantasy so as to make it more palatable to her by telling her that what I wanted was for her to make out with some guy… not to make it all the way… but to make out with him and get him all excited and (her all excited) make him go home without any… and we could make love right afterwards! She found this more acceptable and her empathy made her relent to my demands as she found this as a more acceptable means of getting me excited! We could screw like bunny rabbits afterwards!