Mai Sangharsh peshe se ek production engineer jo ki Calgary (Canada) me apni biwi Sanjna k saath rehta hu. Sanjna college me meri senior thi or tab se hi me uspe jaan deta tha. Baat 2008 ki hai jab sanjna apna college khatm kar k canada chali gayi. Maine bhi apni padai puri ki or higher studies k liye Sweden chala gaya.
2 saal or padai ki, achi job mili, zindagi me sab kuch perfect chal rha tha paisa, party, ghumna, sex sab kuch lekin fir bhi dimaag k kisi kone me Sanjna ki yaadein aaj bhi taza thi. Ek raat sote huye mai instagram ceck kar rha tha tabhi mujhe Sanju ka post dikha maine usse ek message kiya or unexpectedly uska reply aaya.
Us raat se baatein shuru hui maine kuch din baad use apne jazbaat bataye or is tarah hum dono pehle relationship fir 8 maine baad shaadi k bandhan me band gaye. Lekin Sanju Canada nahi chorna chahti thi isilye maine Sweden chor Canada shift hone ka faisla kiya.
Shuru me sab kuch bahut jor shor se hota tha pyar bhi, takrar bhi or sex bhi but Sanjna ki pyas jayada thi ya shayad me hi normal se kam time me thak jata tha. Kya wajah thi mujhe pata nhi. Baat Dec 25, 2014 ki hai christmas tha or isi wajah se waha hum sab asian log get together kar rahe the or wo majority Sanju k dost the jo pehle se hi Canada me reh rahe the. Party me or bhi bahut se log the kai mard kai hot ladkiya bhi but sabki attention bas ek hi bande pr thi Bilal.
Bilal or baki log including Sanju pehle se hi ek dusre ko jante the or sab Bilal ko isilye attention de rhe the kyuki haal hi me usne apna fishries ka business shuru kiya tha or wo apne dosto se lag-bhag 2 saal baad mil rha tha. Bilal dikhne me ek average lambe face wala but physically well built banda tha usko dekh kar kamre me hum sab mard thoda alag feel kar rhe the kyuki sirf wahi ek asa banda tha jiske paas badi bazuyein, choda seena, badi badi jannghe or takat asi ki bahu me agar jakad le toh haddi ka chura kar de.
Mai Bilal ko dekh hi rha tha k tabhi Sanju use welcome karne gayi or dono ne ek friendly hug kiya baad me sanju ne mujhe bhi introduced karwaya. Maine usse haath milaya or fir sab party me busy ho gye but mujhe andar hi andar insecure feel ho rha tha na jane kyu kyuki mai sanju ko janta tha wo sirf mujhse hi pyar karti hai lekin party me beech beech me jab bhi meri nazar bilal pr padti tab tab uski nazrein Sanju pr hi hoti thi.
Hum logo ne Party jaldi khatm karne ka decide kiya heavy snowfall ki warning k wajah se or jaate huye Bilal or me ek baar fir mile maine usse kaha ‘Next time or aayiyega toh usne sanju ki taraf dekhte huye kaha ‘Ab toh aana jana laga hi rahega, Thank you for the party, you own a beautiful house and a beautiful wife too, jo ki pehle se bhi jayada khoobsurat ho gyi hai’ or sanju ki taraf smile ki apna number exchange kiya hum dono k saath or chala gaya.
Mujhe na jane kyu insecurity hone lagi maine socha k sanju se baat karu but himmat nhi kar paya lekin wo khud hi Bilal k baare me batane lagi Bilal asa Bilal waisa jisko sun k mere andar ka jwalamukhi or ubal rha tha. Next morning as usual me pehle utha or sanju or mere liye coffee banane ja hi rha tha k tabi sanju ka phone vibrate hua. Us waqt tak sanju phone lock nhi karti thi maine message pada toh Bilal ka text tha ‘Good morning to my sweetest friend get up and workout’ and saath me uski gym ki photo send ki without T shirt.