I said, ‘it was astoundingly beautiful and lovely pleasurable experience for me Amma.’
We lay side by side, cuddling, her face buried on my chest, my hands around her, until our satiated bodies gradually returned to normality.
She saw the scratches and blood marks on my back smothering and said, Did I hurt you? I did not know What I was doing at that time. I was clutching at you not aware that I was scratching you so deep.
I said Yes, Amma. But It was a pleasurable pain. It is Ok. Amma, It seems you have Odaxelagnia.
She asked ‘What does it mean?’
Amma, “Odaxelagnia is a paraphilia involving sexual arousal and orgasm through biting, being bitten, and scratching.. Odaxelagnia is considered a mild form of Masochism and sadism.
‘Shiva, You made me do it. I could not control and I was lost in abandoned pleasure. My whole body was experiencing violent spasms. I was in space and I had to hold on to you. I have not been fucked like this before.’
Padma, ‘When a woman has a tornado of orgasmic frenzy, the sensations she’s experiencing, usually for the first time and this volume and duration, makes her feel as if she might burst wide open with sheer pleasure and to prevent that feeling of bursting, she needs to have a release valve, to help her and one of these release valves is biting and scratching. Whenever woman is in this frenzy of orgasmic pleasure, they’re not in their right minds, more of their primitive jungle brains and fighting back, clawing, scratching, biting, and snarling, helps them until they learn to relax and enjoy the pleasures rather than fight it. Women can flip back and forth into that primitive jungle brain, in and out of it, most of the time they don’t even know when and what they’re doing it.’
We have spent long time fucking which relaxed you and become comfortable with me. The orgasm you experienced relieved energy blockage and stress stored in your body. Orgasms are profound opportunities to let go of things like stress, pain, and grief you are holding on to or things that are holding on to you. You have enjoyed it! Your continuous orgasms offered infinite waves of self colliding, partner embracing moments as you melt surrendering again and again.
Amma, you just experienced such an extreme pleasure, a full-body orgasm, the most enjoyable really good extended long and multiple orgasm. I am happy that I could give you such a tornado or tsunami of orgasm to the extent of awakening your hidden Odaxelagnia.
‘Shiva, You are so knowledgeable about sex psychology, women’s feelings and sexual behavior. You aroused me to uncontrollable desire, made me forget the circumstances, and time, opening me up and fucked me for so long. It was almost one hour since we started and you have been playing with my body and my mind. You are saying that I am a sadist after fucking me for more than half an hour like a wild animal. You filled, stretched, widened and tore my cunt apart. Your cock is so big that filled my cunt and stretched to the extent of tearing me apart. You made me unleash my sexual energy and overcome inhibitions and talk dirty words shamelessly. But I enjoyed it. You are a fucking animal. I have been starved for sexual satisfaction. There was so much pent-up sexual frustration stored in my mind and body. You made me overcome and release all my energies. You drained out all my stored juices. I cannot even walk. Now I need to go to the bathroom to pee.’
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