Multiple sexual acts and multiple positions later, we were exhausted beyond our capacities. All of us have climaxed twice or thrice…we have played out every single fantasy we could think of… all of us have masturbated while the other two were doing it… the women sat on each other’s faces while the man pummeled whichever pussy was free… then we have taken turns to suck his rod while he was suckling the other woman’s clit… our bodies now ached like anything. It was a threesome in its purest form, its truest meaning. And our partnership has paid rich dividends. Dividends which were shining on our tired bodies…
I knew it was over… my students have fallen asleep, entangled in this bizarre pile of naked arms and limbs. I have crossed my threshold of self-control and sinned so gravely.
And I couldn’t undo it.
I corrected myself when I had seen them kissing.
Why did I falter the second time?
I was not faithful anymore. To my husband who was so loyally attached to me. Who would never commit such an act which I did today.
I couldn’t think anymore…
I knew the avalanche of guilt would come sooner or later… I would worry then.
I loved the guts of Gautam and Archana. I never blamed them, not for a single moment. They knew about my marriage, they were invited too. Yet they never asked anything. They simply went along the ride, giving their seductress a most wonderful time. If anybody was to be blamed, it was me. Only me.
My phone beeped. Message from Rajat. “Have to talk about something. Will call later.”
I put the phone away.
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Hours later, I was alone in my room. I wondered what Rajat was going to say. But the call never came. Instead came a long message:
“Anu dear… I know it will come as a shock to you… but I let you down. How… it happened… no idea Anu… plz plz plz forgive me… I was drunk… I swear… she was a nobody… just a colleague… I swear it wont happen again… I swear… I have no face to come in front of u or to call u… it just happened… just an instant… i had 2 many drinks… i almost threw up… I cudnt remember it now… i feel so bad… so guilty… Anu baby plz talk to me… I think of u every moment… plz forgive me… dont get me wrong… it was just one time… one night… it was an office party… my fault… talk to me once u r ok… any punishment u want 2 giv me I m ok… I love u… I will forever love u… R”.