My room and 1 of the 2 small rooms were adjacent while the other room for the maid (with attached bathroom) was opposite to mine and a separate bathroom next to it for the cook. There is a small staircase inside my room that will take me to a big room in the 1st floor which is locked from inside. This is the only room in 1st floor not for PG girls’ access.
I got the cook and maids all women because they can do household works without complaining and also can earn extra helping the PG girls. The maid suggested commercialising fishery and hence I allowed them. Both maid and her daughter already had some idea about fish breeding. I helped them commercialise by advertising it in the internet through which they were earning some money. The cook also cooked for the PG girls and it was all settled. I too was doing my own things. Got addicted to games, and at night I moved out roaming and driving aimlessly reaching back home only at dawn and slept during the day.
Let me tell you one of my fetishes. I like shemale porn, but only if they look very feminine. Not the ones looking like a cross-dresser we see on the roads, begging. I happened to come across one such trans through a website and she herself asked for a casual meet although she wasn’t a hooker. The meeting was in a mall, a place I detest, I don’t like places that are crowded. We met, spoke for a while and I must tell you she looked nothing like she was born a male. Even her voice was feminine, may be because she had the surgery done? I don’t know. She was dressed in a simple kurthi and looked like any other girl in the mall without any weird makeups and cheap modern dresses you’d expect from a typical shemale.
I did ask her some uncomfortable questions but she answered it all very calmly and politely. For instance I asked which toilet she will use and she replied “Any toilet that is working”. “We use toilet to just get our business done right?” with a smile. The conv I had with her further changed my opinion on trans people. She even wanted to pay for the entire food we ordered, but after some discussion we decided to share the bill and she was happy about it. In a way I could sense some feminine as well as masculine gestures. I am a good listener and so I kept listening to her talks by asking many questions.
She was shy but she felt comfortable with me. All her small body languages and movements were all what you’d expect from a typical shy girl. My curiosity whether she was really born a male kept increasing the more time I spent with her.
We went to a movie but I couldn’t focus much on the screen and secretly kept looking at her. Because it was all a new experience to me I was looking at her like how a new born would. My interest on her now was beyond sexual and I started seeing at her like a girl, observing her actions. If there is a joke in the movie I’ll immediately look at how she laughs and reacts secretly without wanting her know just to capture her natural behaviour. And it was all Really REALLY cute and more feminine than any a biological female.