It had been a few minutes now, and she was starting to wonder if something was seriously wrong, when she noticed Keshav was back online. And, she immediately sent him a message.
Sonam : Keshav?? Are you still there??
Keshav : Sorry, Mom… I was in the lift. And, there was power failure. I got stuck inside, and there was no network. That is why I could not text you.
Sonam : Ohh… Hhmm… That is okay, Keshav…. I thought you fell asleep…
Keshav : Why did you think I fell asleep??
Sonam : I thought so not seeing your message…
Keshav : I was not sleeping, Mom…
Sonam : You have been up all night… So, I just thought… And, it is 7:10… In the morning… You haven’t slept one bit…
Keshav : We!! We, Mom… We haven’t slept one bit….
Sonam : Yeah….
Keshav : But, there was no way I was going to fall asleep after seeing the picture you just sent me.
Sonam : I thought you were not going to talk about it…. I mean… I thought you were filled with guilt, again…
Keshav : Hahaha… Mom…. I don’t think I need to do that, anymore…
Sonam : So….. Did you like it??
Keshav : I loved the picture you sent me… I loved it.. You are just amazing, Mom… I have never seen anything so tempting my whole life…
Sonam : Keshav…
Keshav : What is it, Mom??
Sonam : I don’t know what it is I want to tell you… I really want you, Keshav… But… I don’t want to force myself on you…. And, so… I want you to tell me the truth… I don’t know what difference it will make, now… I don’t know how it matters… But, I want to know… Where you really innocent during our conversation?? Or were you just pretending?? Pretending to show unwillingness…
Keshav : I did not know how to tell you what exactly I was feeling, Mom. I just did not know what will happen to our relationship. What I do know is, I was holding myself back, every single second. I was too excited, but equally terrified.
Sonam : I know, Keshav. I can understand… I totally get it… And…. I know this is all so unreal… But, I need you… I mean… I know what this… I just don’t have the right words… Do you have anything else to tell me, Keshav… I mean… Do you have anything to tell me, now?!
Keshav : Mom… I love you, Mom… I tried doing everything I could to keep this a secret fantasy. But, I don’t think I can continue that any longer.. I want you… I really want you, Mom.. I cannot wait to show you how desperately I want you…
Sonam : Oh… Keshav… I love you too, Keshav. You have no idea how badly I have been waiting for this day. I cannot wait to have you all for myself… I want to show you how much I have been craving for my son.
Keshav : Mom… You always felt this?? You always wanted me??
Sonam : Yes, Keshav… I always used to think about it… How it would be if we were getting laid… For real!! And, I used to have these dreams where I would be having my holes filled by you, on your Dad’s bed…. So many times… You have no idea…
Keshav : Did you think about it even during the days everything was fine between you and Dad??