I don’t know why but I feel different now that I’m not a virgin. I see people, even my parents, looking at me like they know but of course how could they? Well, everyone in school knows but that is different. Anyway, I can’t wait to hear all the juicy details when you lose your virginity to Mike. I guess the prom is next weekend so it won’t be long. By the way, did I tell you that Skip asked me to mine? I think Brian mentioned that I didn’t have a date. I’m so excited!
Love, Your BFF – Linda
Dear Becky,
I’m really glad your family is coming for a visit this summer. We have so much to catch up on! Who would have thought that neither of us would be virgins the next time we saw each other. Are you really serious about wanting to be with me the same way I was with Cheryl? You know I want that too but I also don’t ever want anything to threaten our friendship.
Speaking of Cheryl, I went to her house on Tuesday after school and we pleasured each other. She had a plug-in device her mother uses for relaxation. She turned it on and pressed the tip against my pleasure button. I had a climax so powerful that I thought it was going to rip me apart. I had to push her away. Anyway, before I left she set me up with an appointment to get fitted for a diaphragm with that lady she knows. She said it would only be a matter of time before a boy shoots inside me.
Well she was right about that. Bobby knocked on my window again on Wednesday night. I had just turned out the lights but my parents were still up and sitting in the front room. I told him he had to leave but you know how Bobby can be. He was looking at me with his big brown pleading eyes and said that if I showed him my breasts he would go away. Like you said, I have a hard time saying no. I told him that I wasn’t going to turn on a light but he said he could see just fine from the streetlamp outside and the night light in my room.
Like an idiot I took off my night shirt but kept on my panties so he couldn’t see me down there. Bobby said my breasts were beautiful and asked me to play with them. I must have been out of my mind. I don’t know why I let him control me like that, but I lifted my hands and squeezed them. Then he told me – more like ordered me – to play with my nipples. I must admit that doing this in front of him was somehow erotic. What Bobby did next was even crazier. He unfastened his pants and began stroking himself right there in front of me.
Watching him while I touched my breasts made me dizzy with excitement. Bobby asked me to take off my panties and rub myself. I didn’t even hesitate. Bobby whispered really nasty and dirty thoughts about what he really wanted to do to me as the two of us stood there pleasuring ourselves in the light of the street lamp. I was really close to a climax when he asked me to push my butt through the window so he could do me like he did on Friday. I know it sounds crazy but I was so dizzy with excitement that I did it without even thinking. It was a little awkward. I had to put my hands on my knees for support.