And it transpired that was exactly the case. Though it was some time, when we were both away at University, that we were able to confirm this.
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As much as we were enjoying the mutual masturbation, passionate kissing and now oral sex it was, of course, inevitable that we would want to progress things further. The fact that this took longer than it might have was due to the continued reluctance of either of us to take the initiative. Clearly we both lacked sexual confidence. But were also fearful, I’m sure, of offending the other. Which was, with hindsight, ludicrous given how much we were both enjoying everything we’d done.
But, one Sunday afternoon, when our parents were away visiting relatives (as they did most Sundays) I steeled myself to suggest that we took the next step in our intimacy.
We were naked, laying in Sally’s bed, kissing passionately whilst playing with each other. I’d been thinking, for several weeks, about broaching the subject. And I finally plucked up the courage to suggest it, though with my customary lack of panache.
“Do you think now is the time for us to have a fuck?” I blurted out.
“What, right now? Are you serious?” Sally asked, somewhat incredulously. “I mean that’s not completely unexpected, give what we’ve been doing. But you’ve taken me a little by surprise.”
“Oh God, I’m so sorry” I stammered, blushing profusely, “please forget I ever suggested it,” backtracking furiously, as I was far too prone to doing.
“No, not at all, let’s not dismiss this.” Sally suggested. “I’ll admit it’s something I’ve been thinking about too. So let’s talk about it,” Sally reassured me, with a kindly smile on her face. Plus, I fancied, a degree of excitement in her demeanour.
“Oh, thank you,” I retorted, “I’m sorry I blurted it out like that. I’ve been wanting to bring the subject up for ages. But, and this won’t come as a surprise to you,” I smiled, “but I always lose my nerve. So once I found an ounce of the necessary courage I just fired the question out there.”
“I know, we are as bad as each other,” Sally concurred, “I suspect it’s a combination of our inexperience with the opposite sex. Coupled with the highly unusual situation we find ourselves in. I’m sure you’d be nervous about asking any girl to have sex. But asking your sister to fuck you really is a big deal,” she grinned.
This insightful comment was exactly what we both needed. In fact, looking back, it signalled a watershed in our relationship. Allowing us finally, to confront the bizarre situation we found ourselves in.
“You are so right,” I agreed, bursting out laughing, “those are big issues for anyone to face. Let alone two misfits like us.”
“All of that said,” Sally continued, “I’ve been thinking about it for a while. Clearly, it’s the next logical step. And even nerdy misfits like us can see that. I think I’m very close to taking that step. Even with someone as hopelessly needy as you,” she smiled.
This gentle piss taking, albeit with a very large degree of truth, signified the breaking down of the last emotional barriers between us. Laughing, with no self-consciousness at all, we held each other tightly as we recognised these very apt descriptions of ourselves. That embrace soon morphed into another of our extremely passionate kisses.
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