“No!” I’m shaking my head from side to side. “It’s not like that, John. You came to me, remember?” My whole body is shaking from my crying and I don’t know what to say to him.
“My mistake!” he says.” I didn’t know you were some crazy nympho-slut!” he yells, stomping through the living room and slamming the front door. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I throw myself on my bed, sobbing. What started out as the best night of my life has turned into a total fucking nightmare!
I eventually cry myself to sleep, waking up naked, on top of the blanket. What have I done? John’s right. I’ve been nothing but a slut, lusting after my nephew and my brother-in-law. God! I’m such a pervert! I was actually turned on by the idea of doing both of them on the same night. After sucking off Jeremy, I couldn’t wait to get back to the bedroom with John.
I brood about it all weekend and finally make up my mind to tell Jenny that I can’t go any farther with Jeremy.
“You can’t leave him hanging like this,” she says, when I’ve explained to her that I’ve had second thoughts. “You’ve got to continue his lessons, Sara,” she says.” Jeremy will be crushed if you stop now. How will you explain it to him?” she asks, raising one eyebrow and I have to admit she has a point.
“I don’t know,” I answer, unable to counter her arguments without telling her about John. “Maybe we should just let nature take it’s course,” I offer feebly. “He and Megan seem like they’ll be fine without my help.”
“One more week,” she pleads. “He needs to build his confidence,” she smiles. “And didn’t you promise to teach him to eat pussy?” she asks, her smile growing wider as she raises her eyebrows. This is so fucked up! My sister is begging me to let her son eat my pussy.
“I don’t know, Jenny,” I answer. All weekend I’ve been thinking about moving out, getting away from John and Jeremy.
“Please, Sara.” Jenny begs. “I don’t ask you for many things, do I?” she asks rhetorically. “What’s one more week?” My older sister has always been able to convince me to do whatever she set her mind on.
“Okay,” I concede. “One more week and then he’s on his own,” I tell her. I’ll make sure Jeremy takes Megan places she’s never been before. After that, who knows? Maybe I’ll move away.
*****
When Jeremy arrives Monday afternoon I have a diagram of a vagina that I borrowed from the hospital lying on the kitchen table. I figure we’ll start with a basic education and then move on to the real stuff later.
“This is dumb,” he says as I ask him to name the parts. “I know all this from Sex Ed and the other books I’ve read.” I’m losing patience with his cocky attitude and impulsively jump up from my chair.
“Okay smarty!” I say, unfastening my shorts and pulling them and my panties down in one motion. “Let’s see you name these parts,” I snap at him as I kick my shorts aside and hop up on the table in front of him.
“J-J-Jesus, Aunt S-S-Sara!” Jeremy says as I scoot my ass over and spread my legs in front of him.
“Just name the fucking parts, Jeremy!” I say, getting angry for no reason as I push my ass forward on the table. Okay, maybe there’s a reason but it has nothing to do with Jeremy.