She said, “That is too dangerous; it is really wrong… and dangerous.” We went off to separate bedrooms.
I showered, got into bed, and was about to masturbate to the thought of her kisses and tongue, when she knocked at my bedroom door. I pull the covers over my body and told her to come in. She was wearing what is probably a very staid two piece pajama set, but to me was the sexiest clothing I had ever seen.
She sat on the bed looking away from me and said, “Doug I am sorry, I had a great time tonight, but it was just going too far. I do love you and I do not want to hurt you.”
I replied, “I love you too, and I would never hurt you! I just want us to be able to hug, and hold each other, and feel the intimacy of two people in love – like us! I really miss the intimacy of holding a woman in my arms and kissing her. It has been so long, for both of us.”
She seemed to think about this for a long time, then, “I guess it is OK if we sleep together tonight. Of course not like lovers, just like friends, is that what you want?” she asked.
I was momentarily heartbroken at the not like lovers part, but seized the moment, “Yes of course! I want to hold you in my arms as we sleep and wake with you tomorrow morning!”
With that she stood and pulled the covers back to slide into my bed. I think she was shocked to discover I was naked, but said nothing. I spooned to her back and wrapped my arms around the love of my life! She sighed and relaxed into my arms, softly saying, “This is so nice, you’re right, I do miss this.”
I pulled the hair from around her neck and began to kiss her under the ear. She sighed again and tilted her head to give me better access. I kissed and nibbled at her neck and ear. I bit gently on her shoulder and she shivered in response.
Soon I was as hard as a rock and there was no way I could keep it from her. I pressed my hips to her ass and she did not pull away. I slowly, almost imperceptibly pumped my hardness against her soft ass, and she seemed to respond with slight back pressure. My mind was racing at this new situation, and I was struggling to move forward, and yet stay in control enough to not chase her from my arms! I finally gave way to reason and stopped moving and just kissed and snuggled with her. We must have both fell asleep soon after.
I woke in the morning, to the pleasure of my life! My sweet Mother was in my arms. And to top it off; during the night, with my arm draped over her shoulder, my left hand had worked its way into her pajama top and was cradling her right breast.
I was both ecstatic and petrified, and afraid to move! I wanted to squeeze and knead her breast, and pinch that nipple, but at the same time I did not want to lose what I had! I laid still and enjoyed the feel of her fantastic skin and breast, never wanting this to end.
Finally, after probably 30 minutes, I knew I had to do something, so I began to kiss her neck again. She stirred and pressed back against me, but made no other noise or movement. As I continued to kiss her neck she began that sighing and purring like the night before, and I very cautiously moved my fingers against her breast.