He said sorry that I had made you a slut for a Muslim man, but he said that he would never leave me and love me a lot, however I am.
I just said to him that if he had said it earlier, I would have married someone else or my bull only. I told him that’s ok, and it’s all fine as long as my bull is the one sexually satisfying me.
My bull asked him if he wants to sign a contract that he will not touch his slut for the rest of his life or if he will just take my word for it and not do it anyhow.
I interrupted him and said that the contract was not needed and let my husband speak. He said that he was satisfied the first day he saw me have sex with my bull, and he doesn’t need to have sex with me anymore. He said he would not be having sex with me.
I told them both that if he felt horny and needed sex, I would at least give him a handjob or a blowjob. I don’t want my husband to be stressed out over not getting sexual satisfaction. I want him to be happy and satisfied. My bull said, “Do whatever you want, but all three holes in my body are his, and he can’t touch them or try to do something without his permission to do so.”
So he actually listened to me and didn’t have a contract for it. I saw my husband finally calm down and eat dinner carelessly as all the burden on his mind was gone, and he was not completely open with us both.
It felt good to know my husband was very honest with me, but in my mind, I was still mad at him for not saying he always wanted his wife to be gone, so why not just be single?
I asked him why he even married me if he always wanted to let Muslim men fuck his wife. He said that his parents were not listening to him and they wanted him to get married because it would not look good in our society, and because of their old mentality, they had to make sure I was with a Brahmin girl.
This was the most intense conversation I’ve had in my entire life. It has never been this serious. My bull said to call him Jaan, from now onwards and to call my husband by his name.
After that, he taught me some rules and what I had to do every time we were together.
He told me that I should be clean and take a shower every time we were done having sex. and be clean every time.
After he told me that I should be ready to have sex or do whatever he wants me to do, I should always be ready.
Then he said, “I should never refuse for sex, and if I did, it would be bad.”
Then he told me that there are some ways to make love in Islam and rules to it, but they are not that important and they could be broken as per me because I was a slut for him and not his wife, so he said he will do whatever he wants to me.
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