“Oh Alex, you shouldn’t be saying that to me.” She said with a stern look on her face.
“Sorry Mom, I know it’s wrong. I was hoping I would grow out of it.” I said looking down.
“I don’t know what to say Alex.” She said
“Are you mad at me Mom?”
“No, just shocked. It’s very taboo and wrong for a mother and son to have sexual relations.” She protested.
“I know Mom but this has been going on for years and years, now I want you more than ever.” I said shyly.
“Alex this is not going to happen. You need to find another girlfriend and it will pass. I’m flattered but it’s not something we should get into.” She said with a frustrated look on her face.
I decided to tell a little white lie. I’m not a virgin but I thought if I got desperate, I would play the virgin card to get more sympathy. What did I have to lose.
“Mom, I’ve never had sex before. I’m still a virgin and I want you to be my first.” I said as I lied through my teeth.
“Oh Alex, your a handsome young man. You’ll find a nice girl soon. You have to be patient, something will come around.” She said trying to dodge a bullet.
“Mom, all my friends have had sex, a lot of sex. I want it to be special, you’re the only woman in the world I want. I want to do it with you.” I said, not being shy anymore.
“Alex, come on. You have to forget about this.” She said with concern.
“Mom, please, don’t say no. Just think about it. I bet if you thought about it when you’re alone, you might change your mind.” I said pleading my case.
“Son, I can’t think of that. It’s too kinky, you know that.”
“It’s not kinky if we love each other and care for each other.” I said as my embarrassment dissipated.
“I think it is Alex. Please, I can’t discuss this anymore.” She said frustrated.
“Maybe I should go and get a hooker for my first time.” I said, now upset and frustrated.
“Son, wait for the right girl.” She said with care.
“You are the right girl, wouldn’t you like to teach me how to make love? Wouldn’t you like to be my first?” I asked with sincerity.
“Alex if it wasn’t so taboo and wrong I would.” She said holding firm on her decision.
“Mom, please just think about it. Just promise me you’ll think about me next time you masturbate.” I said confidently.
“I can’t do that. Are you crazy?” She protested.
“Yes Mom, I’m crazy for you!” I said feeling frustrated.
“Alex, you have to get over this.” She said sternly.
“Mom, please just think of me one time when you’re playing with yourself and if it turns you off, I will understand.” I begged.
“Son…”
“Please Mom, just promise me you’ll think of me one time when you rub your clit and if you don’t cum hard, I will drop it.” I said very boldly.
“Alex, that is so wrong, I can’t.” She looked flustered.
“Just try one time Mom. Please, please, please? It will be our secret, I promise.”
“Alex, I don’t think so.” She said almost as if she might give in.
“Mom, at least say maybe. It wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world to do. Please just say maybe. You’re going to make me cry if you don’t. I love you so much, I’d do anything for you.” I said putting my face in my hands.