I arrived at her place for our “date” on my bike and there she was dressed to kill in a black beautiful dress, sleeveless top, a little cleavage, her skirt just ending before her knees, she was a 10, her 36-26-37 figure looking at me smiling as she hopped on to the bike and whispered “Raja, let us have fun”.
I nodded “Yes Rukmini” and we drove off her arms around my waist hugging tight. I had a hard on the whole ride and I am sure she could feel it, I wanted to tell her before the end of night, how much I was in love with her, I just did not know if I would be able to. We had a lot of fun, dancing, I was holding her tight and she was in my arms the whole night.
I drove her back and she thanked me for the night, I leaned and kissed her on the mouth, she was shocked and looked at me “No, NO.”
“I am sorry, but I cant help it,” I replied back
“I love you Rukmini, with all my heart.”
“Oh Raja, I love you too but ….”
“Rukmini, then what is the problem?”
“Raja, You are still young, and I can’t talk right now,” and she started going toward the house.
I parked the bike and followed her, “Please Rukmini, tell me , we can solve the problem together”.
I grabbed her and kissed her on the mouth, this time deeply, she reciprocated for a moment and then drew back running towards the door. I ran behind her, she opened the door. I was right behind her.
“Raja, if you respect me, love me like you say, you should go back and rest, I will tell you everything tomorrow”.
“Why not now?”.
“It is very difficult for me to say this”.
“Dont you love me?”.
“Yes, but ….”.
“But what?”.
“I love you Raja, I love you a lot but …”.
“Oh Rukmini, stop with this buts and please tell me what the problem, I am sure we can work it out”.
“I dont know if we can” she replied.
“If we love each other, everything will be easy to solve”.
“No, No not this ” and she started sobbing.
I held her close and said “I will take care of you, Rukmini, I have always loved you, our ages should not matter at all, we will be happy together”.
“What do you mean always?” she asked.
“Well, I have seen you come into the orphanage everytime before my allowance, and kind of knew you were the one who was caring for me”.
“Yes, I always cared for you Raja, but this is different, have you ever wondered who your parents were?” she looked at me in a sad way and asked.
“Yes, I have , but they dont care about me and I dont care about them, I only care about you”.
“That’s not true, atleast one of your parents cared for you” She said.
I was shocked and angry “Who?”.
she was silent. “Who?” I again asked her.
“You will be angry with me if I tell you” She replied.
“You mean they asked you to take care of me?” I asked.
“No, No, I am your MOTHER”
I stood shocked and speechless as she looked me pleadingly hoping I will forgive her.
“What?” I was just so angry , I looked at her glaringly, nodding my head I left on my bike she came running behind me. “Dont worry, I will take care of myself” I shouted knowing she would be worried.
I slept, my dreams still haunting me. I got up and was more confused. I was still in love with her, even after knowing she was my own mother. I wanted to marry her and have kids with her!! What was I thinking, I did not care she was my mother, in fact it was more exciting, and no one knew, I could be with her legally and no one would know!!! I was smiling as I thought, my anger had completely melted, how could I be angry with this woman, who had taken care of me, who used to fill my dreams, who had a beautiful smile, and whom I would restlessly wait just to have a glimpse of, so what if she was my mother, she was still a woman, a beautiful woman, a lovely woman, a sexy woman, who aroused me at every thought, my thoughts racing as the phone rang.