Mom: Sweety, you wife is not a slut. I am only yours. My body, Soul, mind everything is only yours. If you need my life then just tell me I will even die for you but never ever doubts on my character. I am not some bitch on heat to get laid easily.
Me: Mom, I know that…..You love me even I love you more then myself. In my whole life I have loved only one girl that’s ….YOU. My beautiful, Sexy and hot Swapna. I have no doubts on you…..for curiosity asked you that question. I know your character very much.
Mom: That’s nice to hear from you that you love me so much and About these many years, I used to masturbate thinking you.
She giggled by saying this. I smiled to her…..our eyes meet. She lowered her eyes upon shyness.
Me: What? I mean you masturbated thinking me! From how many years you are doing this?
Mom: Its my secret.
She teased me and smiled to me
Me: Mom…Tell me na. Please.
Mom: Its been 10 Years, The day you came home from basketball practice and I got sliped on kitchen. You have to carry me in yours arm to my bedroom.
Me: Yaa, I remember. That day you smiled to me in different way….not like earlier.
Mom: Yaa, That day your masculine body and your strong grip made me go crazy. From that day I dreamed about you and started to masturbate on your name.
Me: Now I remember, From that day you started to wear saree very tightly and lipcolour and make things. So, From that day you became mine naa…
Mom: Yes, Somewhat. Gradually my feeling for you changed…..you also started to call me swapna. So I created my whole world around you only. I stared to replace your dad’s position in my heart with you. Basically, From that day onwards I behaved with you like your wife.
Me: So, You are living with your husband in disguise for these many years…But then why you slaped me that day when I made advances.
Mom: To know your feeling for me. I know that you love me deeply but I want to confirm that you love me as your woman.
I just hugged her tightly and kissed her forehead.
Me: Mom, You are too wonderful. You are great. These many years I thought no girls likes me…..i have no girlfriend, But my perfect girl was present in my own home. So unlucky me.
Mom: Ohh… hooo….thats so unlucky.
She started to tease me and smiled to me.
Me: But I m lucky now to have same woman as my mom, girlfriend, wife. I am lucky that my lady is only mine…….mine……and only mine.
She smiled and rubbed her nose on mine. I then asked her same question again
Me: Mom, Why dad find you dull?
Mom: Is this question is very important for you?
Me: Noo…Just for curiosity.
She pushed me on bed and laid herself on me.
Mom: Your Dad and I first meet on Bus station. That time I was 14 and he was a college pass out searching for jobs. We dated for 1 year and fall on love deeply. Everybody in my family rejected my choice. Saying that was not my age to fall in love. He was too elder then me, that was also point of concern for them. But that age I was not listening to them. I eloped with him. We both started our family and I got pregnant with you.
Mom paused and looking in my eyes said
Mom: do you want to listen further.
Me: Why not mom? Is anything troublesome. BTW, You are underage that time……Dad Had been on jail if you filled for Rape charges.
Mom: I know, I could have filled for rape charges but I loved him. He was my Man. My family disowned me. They cut all relationship with me. I was alone that time.
She wiped her tears and paused again.
Me: Mom, Please tell me why Dad left you. Please tell me.
Mom: It is a secret, My family and only I know the real truth.
Me: Please mom, Cut short the suspense and tell me the truth.
Mom: After our marriage, Your dad was ok but gradually he started to avoid me. He lost all the interest on me. Every day he came home late and would fight with me for small to small issues. I was pregnant that time most probably 5 weeks pregnancy.
Mom: One day I asked him, Whats wrong with him. Why he is behaving like this with me. He said” Its you….Fucking bitch, Its you”. I asked him what wrong with me. He said “ everything”. He said that he has no interest for Woman. He like Skinny looking guys and he thought a minor girl like me could fulfil his wish to became “A Daddy”.
Me: Daddy? You are going to make him Daddy. You are pregnant with me. Then why he left you?
Mom: Let me finish….. It’s Not about becoming Papa. He wanted Master- Slave type of thing. You don’t know about it.
I realised what type of daddy she is talking. I nodded my head for yes.
Mom: You know about it……That good. Now you will better understand my situation. Your dad wanted a submissive sissy slave for him to fulfil his desire but what he got was a caring, loving wife. To make the situation worse, I got pregnant early. That’s why he felt his desires will be not fulfil in this life.
Mom: I told him I am ready to be his submissive slave if he love me and promised to be with me but then he told me another disgusted secret, He was Bi- sexual. Deep inside he crave for Girlish Boys. He asked me, will I permit him for a threesome. He wanted to invite some young guys in our home to fuck them and in return they will have me. That much rotten mind he has. He wanted to share me that thought make me separate from him.
Mom: Upon learning these things I got upset on myself. I left everything behind to be with him but he is experimenting on me. He was trying to turn me into a slave but I tried to make him a loving husband. After So many tries I failed miserably, He physically abused me one night. Our neighbours have to come for my rescue. Next day he felt sorry for his deed and asked for forgiveness. That day we two mutually separated. He left me and gone from my life. Our house was owned by him, He gifted me that house. That was the only thing I kept from him.
Me: Mom, It’s very sad to learn about your past. How you earned living.
Mom: My Mama (maternal uncle) sponsored my studies and our living. He provided food, My fees and everything. In Board exam I was only girl to carry a baby to exam centre. Then, my college life was boring. No boys were showing interest in me. I carry you to the school in college campus to let know everyone that I am a mother. So, no one showed any interest in me. Our Professor Sharma sir, a widower has tried to convince me many times for marriage but I denied him every time. Rest are known to you I guess.
Me: Mom, That was a great shock to know that my Dad was a Bi- sexual person but now he is married to Aunt. How can he? Is he changed? They both seems to be happy with life.
Mom Smiled and blinked her eyes.
Mom: That is the most secret part. Your aunt is not an aunt she is an uncle.
Me: what?
Mom: He is my younger brother Swapnil. From childhood he shown interest in wearing girls cloth. Gradually his urges increased and he tend to dress in girls cloth only. Out of shame our parents left our hometown and settled where they are now. Maa- Papa started to present him as girl and changed his name to swapnali. So we are two sisters, Swapnalekha and swapnali.
Me: But how dad got to know about it?