Me: Mom, you are a hot and sexy women, you are even hotter on bed. How can dad always find you dull? How was his taste on girls?
Mom did not replied to my question and continue to sing her song. I asked her the same question once again.
Mom: Can you change the topic sweety, please don’t talk about him. He has left me when I needed him most. He preferred to fulfil his desire than looking after his family. He left me when I am pregnant with you inside me. Now, I don’t need him. You are giving me all the happiness a woman can imagine. I am living my dream happy housewife life with you. For me, I have only one husband in my whole life……its you. He is a sperm donor for me. You are my true and only husband. You look after me so well, you care for me, you love me so much…..your affection towards me. This all are amazing. What more should I demand from a husband.
By speaking her last words , her eyes seems to be moist. She kissed my chest and again placed her face on my chest.
Me: I have one more question, Please don’t mind if it hurts you. Can i?
Mom: You can ask me silly, you don’t need my permission every time.
Me: You are beautiful, Sexy and so so so much hot. How can you manage these many years? I mean, How can you manage without a man these many years?
Mom looked at me and from her expression I can tell that she will cry in next moment. Tears started to flow from her eyes and she is sobbing. With her broken voice she said to me
Mom: Sweety, Are you having Doubts on me? Are you doubting on my character? Please don’t tell me that you think me as slut, whom any one can fuck. This woman is not a easy target to get laid. Believe me or not you are the second person to have me……. Your dad was first.
I realised my mistake and tried to apologies to mom but the damage is done. She got up from bed and tried to leave me. I got caught her hand and stopped her.
Me: I am sorry mom, Please forgive me. I should not have asked you that. Its your personal life, I should have respected that. Please forgive me this time.
She tried to got away from me but my grip on her hand was strong and she was unable to got away.
Mom: Niyar, leave me. You are like your dad. He was unable to have trust on me in fact he has no trust on any women. If by sleeping with you made you think that I am slut then forget everything. I am removing this sindoor and every romantic relationship with you. If I can manage this many years then I can manage in future too. First learn to trust your woman then come to me.
Her words made my whole world go blank. My every dreams seems to be broken. Top of this, My most respected and loved person is upset with me. That thought made me cry. I had hurt the lady, I worship as goddess. My mom, My love, My wife is upset with me that made me cry. Tears rolled from my eyes and I just hugged her tightly. She is trying to resist by saying “ leave me….Leave me niyar” but I silenced her with a lipkiss. At first she was resisting my kiss but after some moment she started to respond to me. We broke the kiss. She looked at my eyes started to paunch my chest, continuously for some time. After that she became calm and hugged me. She kept her head on my shoulder and she is sobbing. I have no idea other than patting her back.