Chapter 20 – The Eden Plan Final –
The rain had stopped, there was only silence. I was about five minutes away from George’s house when I felt tranquil and weak, but I still pursued. Halfway there, I stopped at a public garbage bin and dumped the condoms, syringe, and other disposables. Eventually I finally got back to George’s house. I opened the door that was still unlocked – thankfully – and went to George’s room. As I peaked in, the boys were all asleep, knocked out cold. This was good, everything worked out and all that was left was the morning. I was scared as I didn’t know if Iris would suspect me, but even with my nerves I managed to settle down and get some sleep. It was about 2:30 when I finally crashed. I had a long night, but still… it wasn’t over.
George: Yo, for real, they updated the game!
Startled, I woke up in the morning to George yelling loudly as he and Eugene played fortnite.
Me: thanks for waking me yall.
Samuel: For real, guys I was sleeping.
George: Sorry, you guys gotta get up anyway, I heated up some pizza and its about to be done soon.
I woke up and immediately checked my phone. I texted my mother good morning to see how she was doing. No response. As I ate pizza with the guys, I was extremely nervous. I didn’t let it show but underneath, I was scared. All I could do was wait. As the morning went by, I finally got the balls to call my mother. I stepped away from the boys and proceeded to do so.
Me: Hey mom you there.
Iris: Hey sweety, you ok, how was your night?
I basically cried silently in relief. So far everything was the same.
Me: Yea, could you pick me up though, I think i’m pretty bored here and want to come home.
Iris: uhh sure thing. Just give me a couple minutes.
After this I went and told my friends that I would be leaving, got my stuff, and waited on the porch. As my mother pulled up she seemed bright, like she was in a good mood.
Iris: You didn’t feel like staying.
Me: no not really.
I couldn’t believe it, I got in the car and we drove home. My mother was actually clueless. She didn’t know what I did to her last night (or morning same thing). I was in the clear. The Eden plan was a success. When we got home, I went inside, and proceeded with my life.
Chapter 21 – Aftermath –
Later that night it was just me and my mom and a bowl of popcorn. As usual we were in our comfy position while watching Into the Wild. However, I was mostly in deep thought.
My plan of exploring my mother sexually worked. I wasn’t a virgin, and I finally knew what it felt like to be inside of a woman’s womb. I thought it ironic that the woman who held the title of adopting me, also held the title of taking my virginity. My libedo was extremly high, I felt like I was in paradise. Satisfied, content, proud. I set out to do something and I did it. But most importantly I didn’t let fantasies stay fantasies. I turned my wishful thinking into reality and that to me was the greatest accomplishment.
That night, we laid together in the space of darkness, me holding her in my arms as she laid on my chest. I held her tight as we started to drift off to sleep.