However, throughout this thought, one thing was clear: To do this successfully, I had to turn off my humanity. Everything that presented a risk to error had to be cut out. This wasn’t just masturbating with panties, getting caught masturbating, listening to Iris pleasure herself, or even foundling her, This was the REAL DEAL.
Chapter 16 – The Prelude –
Thursday… April 7th. I’m packing for the weekend. I planned on leaving that morning to check up on my mother as that was a part of the plan. I didn’t have time to have fun with the boys, I had to be neutral and focused.
The Eden Plan. Over the week, this is what I named the planning of my mission. Eden to symbolize the Garden of Eden, as I pictured that as what Iris would feel like sexually. Peaceful, beautiful, and still. She would not engage, nor move, but stay completely stationary and serene. The only time she would undergo change would be from me, entering the gates of the palace, exploring every bit of her, and tasting the fruits she bears. When finished, the garden would go back to normal, untouched and continuing to flourish for our mother son relationship. But enough symbolism. I’ve planned a month for this day and have sexually experienced things people usually don’t by my age. After tomorrow night, I will no longer be a virgin and I will have experienced the peak of my seuality.
Come night time that Thursday, everything was in place, everyone was in place, and I was ready.
Chapter 17 – The Eden Plan Part 1 –
Friday, April 8th. Today was the day. I went to sleep pretty early last night and woke up early today to optimize my sleep schedule. During the day, I stayed calm by playing games, watching tv, and going over the plan. My mother was at work until 5:00pm so I took a nap at 1:00pm to build energy for the night… and it was going to be a long night. As soon as my mother got home, that’s when the plan would start.
Iris: Hey Im home, are you ready to leave yet?
Me: No not yet, i’m going to leave really late, around close to 10.
Iris: Alright, don’t leave too late.
As she got home, I could tell she had a long day. She went shopping for some food then came back and took a shower. When she got out, she hopped in her lavender tied nightgown and prepared dinner. I was pleased to see her exposed but stayed focused.
Soon it was 9:30pm, I was ready, humanity fully turned off. I put on a pot of tea and crushed up the female viagra and the sleeping pills. I added just enough so she could fall asleep in about an hour, that way she would have time to masturbate before bed.
Me: Hey you left your tea here.
Iris: oh thanks, are you leaving soon, it’s getting pretty late.
Me: yea, let me get in the shower right now.
By the time I showered, packed, and got dressed, my mother finished her tea. I knew the viagra would kick in quickly so I wanted to leave soon. It was 9:58 and I was about to leave. Iris was upstairs and everything was planted. I took my bag, intentionally left my phone charger, wallet, controller, and some clothes to provide an excuse for coming back.