Then later in 1990s cabaret shows were getting closed every where. So I was losing my demand. I was not getting offers to dance continuously. So I had to be jobless sometimes. At my age 50 I danced in BLUE NEIL in Mumbai for about 3 months. That was my last dance in that city. After some time I got a chance to dance in Hyderabad. That was my last dance for ever. Afterwards I did not dance anywhere. I was 52 when I performed my last dance in hyderabad.
Now I have enough money in my bank account and own house to live with all modern facilities like car, TV, and everything. My husband lives in another house with his second wife few kilometers away from here. He has 2 children from the second wife.I have no kids, probably because I had no time to fuck with husband regularly. I never became pregnant from anybody as I was insisting for condom with customers. I was sucking the customers’ cock, allowing them to cum in my mouth or on any part of the body except in vagina. Many guys did ass fucking also. Initially I was refusing for ass fucking. But one guy who hired me said, ” I have hired you for full night by paying whatever money you asked. Now I can use you as I want and you can not refuse. Remember that you are a prostitute to me”. Then I realised my limitations as a paid girl. I agreed to fuck in ass and slowly started liking it.
I am in good terms with my husband. I don’t hate his second wife or her children. At times I help those people financially also. I still have sex desires at 70, but don’t get guys to use me. If anybody is willing to fuck me, I will give free service; definitely not for money. By grace of God I still keep very good health and stamina. I do yoga and go for one hour morning walk daily. In the last ten years I have never gone any doctor.
Totally I am happy though I don’t have my children and grand children. I have no regrets for choosing the profession of a cabaret dancer when there were many options before me. I am in contact with few of my classmates who chose very respectable profession but they are not as happy as I am now. I realised that ultimate happiness is what one should get in life and profession or money is only a means to get it.
Bye.
Added by Catherine