With each push, she would gasp in pain, push my hips back and I would stop for a few moments, allowing her to relax so I could proceed. With each thrust and wave of pain, she would also tense her legs which were creating another barrier for me to push against.
Then something amazing happened. I pushed to a point that was very painful to her. She cried out in pain and asked me to stop. I held my position and waited. When the pain subsided, I tried to push again but I could not push any further. She again gasped in pain and asked me to stop. Again, I held my position and waited.
Three times she cried out in pain and asked me to stop. Three times I waited for her pain to subside before trying again to push past this spot. Three times, her pain denied my penetration.
“I don’t know if I can do this honey,” she said painfully. “Please stop.”
She began to try pushing me out and off of her. Her tears were breaking my heart. I didn’t want to hurt her but knew this was part of our consummation and it would have to happen at some point. It has to happen now.
“Madhu, baby,” I said holding my position inside her, “you knew this would be painful. We’re almost there, baby. Trust me. I’m being as gentle as I can. Can you trust me?”
She calmed down, stopped pushing me away, looked at me, smiled, and said, “Ok sweetie. I trust you,” she replied.
On the fourth push, just as she was beginning to show the “pain face” and began pushing back on my hips, I felt a small “pop” which I recognized as her hymen breaking. When her “cherry popped”, her pain melted away she let out a huge sigh of relief and enjoyment. Her eyes closed and her head tilted back as a wave of pleasure flowed from her vagina, washing her entire body in cleansing ecstasy. Her hands went from pushing my hips around to my butt and she started pulling me in.
I actually felt the blood of her broken hymen spread across my penis. It was an amazing sensation that I will never forget. My sweet, beautiful bride had just given me her most precious gift. I vowed to never break the trust she placed in me that night.
Madhu: It did hurt a little, but not like you might think. It was a feeling of pressure, then a little sting, and that was it. The pressure distracted me so much it was hard to get into the pleasurable feelings of it. After we got past the painful part, I’ll never forget how it felt to feel him inside me. It was a connection I had never even dreamed of. I loved feeling him on top of me, breathing his warm breath on me as he touched me and slid in and out of me. Experiencing it for the first time with my husband was the most precious thing. I felt so grateful that I had waited for him.
Shiva: With the pain in the past, and her pulling me closer, I was able to push my manhood all the way into her sweet, virgin wetness. She spread her legs wider and allowed me full access and penetration. She was so wonderfully tight, it was wonderfully difficult to pull out, and wonderfully difficult to slide back in. But I managed to back out slowly and then push myself back in to the deepest depths. With each stroke, I could feel the head of my penis touching her cervix. She was completely full as was I. We were becoming “one flesh”. With each outward motion and thrust back in, I could see the joy and fulfilment she was experiencing. It was right then I realized that this would be my life mission;
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