“What is it?”
“It’s called ice. It will probably get you ahead too. It makes you more focused on whatever you want.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, a lot of college students use it to study. You can get a lot more done with this!”
“You can?”
“Yeah, try a little, and if you like it, I’ll let you take some home to try. You’ll see what it can do for your focus when you study.”
“Hmmm…okay…” I said slowly. I knew what I was about to do was wrong, but I was bored and curious. I needed to know if this was a viable way to improve my grades and make my dreams come true. Wayne somehow turned it into a line of crystal powder and told me to snort it up my nose with a rolled-up dollar bill. As soon as I did it, my nose burned so much that I cried out.
“Burns, huh?” he nodded knowingly.
“Yeah.”
“Don’t worry, you’ll be fine in a moment. Let’s go see how the mixer is going, Eileen.” He held out his hand for me to grab, and I took it.
When I returned from Wayne’s room, I was shocked to see that my sorority sisters had all left the frat house. I found myself alone with thirty black men, and I was getting higher by the second. I felt like I was floating at first. After a few more minutes, it was like a fire had started in my brain. I began to notice connections in the world I’d never seen before. My brain felt elevated like I was above everything and nothing could hurt me. I was thinking so quickly, my thoughts racing at the speed of light.
“So, Eileen, how are you feeling?” Wayne asked.
“Good.”
“You look beautiful. You know that?”
“No. I’m okay,” I corrected him.
“No, you’re gorgeous,” Wayne corrected me. “I wish I could kiss you.”
“Kiss me?” I laughed. I’d never considered kissing a black guy before, but I felt so good that I didn’t tell him no. I watched as he leaned in and touched his lips to mine. I closed my eyes, allowing the sensation of his kiss to flow through me. I was so horny, and this kiss was awakening my senses. I was suddenly hyper-aware of my horniness and desperation. I didn’t want a kiss; I wanted more. I wanted to get my pussy and ass fucked. I wanted a cock in my mouth at the same time, just like the girls I watched in porn.
Now was my chance!
“Wayne?” I stopped him from continuing his kisses.
“Yeah? Am I moving too fast?” he asked with concern.
“No. It’s not that. It’s just that-” I paused, not sure if I should say what was really on my mind.
“What is it?”
“I have this weird fantasy…” I began, then trailed off, scared to actually say it.
“What is it? Maybe I can help make it come true,” he said hopefully.
“I’ve been watching a lot of porn lately,” I began and looked up at him to gauge Wayne’s response. Since he looked encouraging, I continued, “gangbang porn where the girl has a dick in all of her holes at the same time. I’ve been so horny because I live in a dorm, share a room with this prude, and I haven’t been able to get off in over a week. I’m frustrated.” I was babbling, my thoughts going even faster than my mouth could move.
“Holy shit!” Wayne roared so loudly that many of the other guys stopped to look at him. “You want a gangbang?”