I was always a nerd. I can’t say I was social because I always preferred to live inside my room. I barely talked to people who weren’t my family or my relatives. I was 13 then; I didn’t know much about relationships and love. I was an innocent teen always looking for care and love.
I was on my vacation when I traveled to my granny’s. My granny lives in a village and my uncle lives in the same village about a 5 minutes’ walk from my granny’s. He had four daughters and a son, who was the youngest among all. My two cousins were already married and the youngest among the daughters, Srijana, was 19 then. She always used to embrace me and kiss me on my cheek whenever we met.
During the vacation, my relatives always gather together in our house in the village; it’s a part of the tradition. So, there was a limited place to sleep. Once, she persuaded me to sleep on her bed, and I agreed as there was not a comfortable bed left for me to sleep. So, I went into her room and we slept on the same bed. I was not knowledgeable about sexual intercourse then; I even disliked the tongue kissing.
We talked for minutes on her bed. As the night was growing, she wrapped her hands around me and slowly her legs too. She, then, first, kissed me on my cheek. She continued kissing me and slowly she moved her lips to my lips. She kissed me on my lips for about a minute, then she dipped her tongue into my mouth and sucked my lips. She never gave me a chance to refuse her; she grabbed me tightly; I could feel her big breasts, not big enough as I have seen now but then I considered them big.
She forcefully kissed me for about a minute but then I sort of liked it, and I was also kissing her. I felt it like a game, fighting my tongue with hers and frequent lickings. While kissing, she also moved her hand around my body, pressed her breasts against my body. For kissing about 10 minutes, I started to feel sleepy. She moved her hands against my penis but instead of disliking it, I liked it and let her do it. She finally took out my penis and played with it. The next thing I remember is the next morning when I wake up; she was not in the bed. I don’t know what she did to me afterward; now I consider she either sucked my small tiny penis or jerked me off.
I couldn’t tell anyone about that night because although I didn’t know why she did that thing with me, I knew what she did was wrong. And I couldn’t tell anyone because I participated in it and kind of liked it. But now I think, if I wasn’t 13 but was 15 or older, I would have stripped her off, rubbed my dick around her pussy and dipped it inside her so badly. We would have done it for hours. After having sex, I would have dipped my tongue inside her hairy pussy and moved it around her clit. That was my first sexual experience ever on my life and was the most knowledgeable I ever had, including some other nights with her on her bed.
I went to her on her bed the next night too, but this time she didn’t force me to. As soon as she turned off the lights, she dipped her tongue inside my mouth and started kissing me. She took out my penis and played with it. That night, she was wearing a gown and I could feel her cold thighs. She instructed me to move my hands over her thighs and gave me directions to drag my hand. I was moving my hands as she was telling me then I felt something hairy and wet. Then she told me to stop and slid her gown down and just kissed me and played with my penis. I think she understood that she was crossing a limit. How horny she might be feeling then, persuading her own not-know-it-all cousin to do something that is wrong? My body wasn’t even ready and I couldn’t even give her the pleasure with that tiny dick. That night she got asleep before me. But I was wanting some more kissing. So I turned to her side and started kissing again.