I checked it and got nothing in that.
I ringed her.
Me: hey there is nothing in that.
Shama: ok can you meet me now.
Me: ok
She came near my house, I met her and we went to CCD. There we talked and she said that it was a love letter by her. And she proposed me and grasped my hands tightly.
I was first shocked. Later I got confused, and told her sorry. I can’t get into relationship.
Shama: why? Am I not hot? Do you have a gf?
Me: nothing like that, you are too hot. Also I never felt like that for you. Plus we don’t have a match.
(guys she is from Lingayat caste, these people don’t marry any other caste, they are very strict about that. Also that my family is lower middle class family and she is daughter of a businessman in Bangalore. Who spends 1 lakh/month on each of his children – Shama and her younger brother)
Shama: shut up! I love you and that’s all. Don’t see my caste and status. Other than that you got any problem from me. You tell or else accept me.
Me: I can’t accept you as such give me a minute and why the hell you like me?
Shama: I like you. There is no reason for that. Still if you want I’ll tell you.
Shama: you and Raksha are close friends yet you never felt bad about her. She told me that you know all about her past, present, her previous and current relationships; you know she slept with her boyfriends yet you never feel ashamed of her or disgust and the other narrow minded students in here.
Shama: also she told when she had fractured her leg; you admitted her and cared for her. Even when other girls were not there you sponge bathed her. Did her toilet cleaning and changed her pads and also have seen her naked but never took her advantage. You only tell which boy does so much for a girl and yet don’t take her advantage.
I was shocked after hearing all this. Because these were only knew to me and few of my UG batch mates that too in 2nd year of graduation. I actually forgot that.
[*Guys here I want to tell you that, what all mentioned here. It all really did happen and I did all that. But I never felt any bad feeling for Raksha, because I only saw her as a friend, our friendship was pure, only platonic and mutual respect. No bad intensions]
I was shocked and hell cold feet. I asked her to drop me home. I was shocked and surprised she knows most of the things about me and my college days. Yet I know nothing about her.
Later in evening she called and asked my answer.
I said I need time. She said ok and asked me for a favor and took a promise from me to do it before telling me.
She asked me to celebrate New Year with her which I denied and told her that I can’t stay out of house for whole night.
Later she convinced me by repeated begging. So I said ok. And she arranged for 4 bottle vodkas for me and 2 rums for her (I actually prefer vodka over rum).
That night I told in home I’m going for non-veg party for New Year with UG juniors and will come late after 12 am.
At 11 pm shama picked me and we went to her apartment, it was in posh area, well furnished 2 bhk. I asked for her roommate. She said that she will come next day afternoon, as she has went for new year celebration with her boyfriend and booked a resort.
Later we both ate food prepared by shama and after wards started drinking. We finished all the bottles. We even did cocktail of both and drank. I was amazed to see that she was still alert. She was not that affected by alcohol as other girls will do (even Raksha was a regular drinker but her capacity was 1 and ½ bottle rum). I was alert as I don’t get that much affected by alcohol from starting. (I don’t know but I don’t get that high, but I don’t cross my limit of 4 bottles of vodka).