“Josh, men and women masturbate for different reasons not just because they are sexually frustrated.” This was her statement that reopened our talk.
“But you and dad aren’t getting it on enough for either of you, are you.” I made my question a statement. “So for you, at least, you are at least partly frustrated. Am I not right?” I grinned to lighten up the discussion and at my mature classroom acquired insight.
“I guess you are right, Josh. My goodness, what am I doing talking about my sex life with my teenage son?” She mused quietly as if I was not supposed to hear that.
“Mom, did you really mean that you would do anything for me as a reward for saving you?” I lowered my voice on the last word.
“Josh I am really indebted to you, Just name your price and I’ll try to make it happen. You know I don’t have a lot of money and I can’t tell your teachers to give you all A’s so your request has to be within my ability to make it happen.” She glanced at me and gave me a demure smile. I was glad to see her smiling for the first time since we got started.
“Okay,” I told her. “Here I go. You have to help me with this. I don’t want to be the person to make things worse now that it’s looking pretty good for us. You and I have to have our secret, agreed?”
“Agreed, neither of us can ever say anything about that again.” Her tone was emphatic.
“You mean to anyone else, don’t’ you, mom. It’s just between you and me, right?”
“Yes, but the best thing is for us not to say anything about it even to each other. At least certainly not if someone else might overhear us. Preferably we should just not say anything to anybody, even to each other about Sean and me last night.”
“Mom , I can’t forget what I saw or what my reaction to it was. First I got horny as hell then later, got angry at Sean and you also for my letting you and him. I’m not angry at you anymore. I’m still angry at Sean but I think he has enough sense, if not pride, to keep his mouth shut. I agree to never come even close to letting it out.”
“Now” I took a big breath and let it out slowly and looked at my beautiful mom. “Now I hope no to get in trouble by asking you this. Please don’t shout at me or hate me but I just need to ask this favor from you. I want to learn how to be as smooth as Sean was. I want to experience learning personally how to really make a woman feel good sexually. I want to learn before I fall in love with the girl who will be my wife. Will you teach me? I saw how Sean apparently pushed all your right buttons and how your face got flushed and how your hips moved automatically. I want to learn how to do that. How can you teach me without messing us up or what you have with dad? I don’t want to make things worse.”
“We will have to think about how to do that. I knowthat having sex with you is a bad idea.” She reached over and held my hand. “I could teach you how to kiss but not anything else. I’ve learned my lesson about going any farther.” She squeezed my hand appreciatively with a smile. “Lets think about alternatives. I was relieved that she had set boundaries not to be exceeded again.