“Look, mom, you are a real sexy woman with real sexy needs, just like all the rest of us. Let me confess that I masturbated after I watched you and Sean together. I was so hot. I have wanted to see your tits for so long and last night I got to see them. They are magnificent. I’m the one to apologize to you for having thoughts about you. I’m really sorry.”
“Mom, dad will never know. It was a one time thing. You and me have a secret we can and will never tell. Everything will be ok.” I tried to reassure her.
“Oh Josh, Honey, I owe you big time. I’m so proud of you for what you did to save me and our family. You are a REAL MAN.” She put a big emphasis on the ‘real man’. I began to feel a lot better about myself and how things were working out.
“Mom, I’m not quite the ‘real man’ you might think I am. Yeah, I did the right thing about deleting those pictures but I have to admit that I got so horny watching you in action. You know, I have never been with a girl sexually, so I’m not a ‘real man’ that way. I’m a masturbating virgin at seventeen and three quarters.” I regrettably confessed.
“Josh, don’t think badly about yourself that way. Being a virgin isn’t bad and everybody masturbates. I do and I know your dad does.” she lamented.
“Mom, if you and dad masturbate, doesn’t that mean that neither of you are getting enough from each other? I thought getting married meant that you got enough sex so you never had to masturbate again. I mean, hey, your wife is the woman who is supposed to spread her legs for her man whenever he needs. Isn’t that the way marriage is supposed to be?” I inquired expectantly. “Is there something wrong between you and dad? Gosh, if you let Sean seduce you and you masturbate then dad must not be anything of the man I thought he was. I just assumed that you two had all the horny taken care of 24 /7 by the other? What’s going on? Or rather, what’s not going on in your bedroom?” I looked her in the eye. She began to tear up again.
“You’re right, Josh. Your dad and I just don’t have the fire we once had. Last night with Sean, I got so worked up and horny. Dad hasn’t seduced me like that in over ten years. Sometimes I think maybe I’m not good enough for him in bed any more.” She sniffled and went to the kitchen to get tissue.
While she was in the kitchen I heard herself washing her face. This gave me time to think about how things were going and what else I wanted to say or do. I decided that mom had been vulnerable because dad wasn’t paying enough romantic attention to her. Our class in human sexuality at school taught us that sex in a long term marriage has to be continually renewed, upgraded and spiced up to keep it fresh. It looked like the books and teacher were right. Our family almost fell apart because mom and dad didn’t do that. Apparently both were sexually frustrated and communications had broken down. Nevertheless, I wanted something in reward for my saving action and mom had just promised to do anything for me. I wondered if that included her teaching me about real sex using her own body? I tossed that idea around a little but felt I just couldn’t do it with her even though I had previously even masturbated thinking of her. That was now a kind of fading fantasy. Mom came back into the room. I was munching on the last piece of cold pizza when she sat down.