“I have an idea, mom. Maybe we could help solve two problems with one idea put into action?” I put both hand on the table and took her other hand in mine. Now we were sitting with both hand occupied with the others. Her hands were warm where I could tell earlier they had been cool and sweaty with anxiety and fear. I continued.
“You and dad need to spice up your sex together, and soon. I want to learn about sex but I won’t go to a porn shop or by porn videos. They are not for me. How about I help you set up the video in your bedroom and take a video of you and dad making out? I think that would be so sexy for you all and for me. Besides, it would be a way of dad teaching me. He hasn’t said anything to me about sex ever. Of course dad would never know that I would see the video. In fact he doesn’t even need to know he is being shot. I can rent some really cool micro cameras that he will never see and record it to my computer on a disc. Then you could , later, go over it with me and tell me what was not so good, what was good and what was best and what you were feeling at different times. How would that be?”
“I’m not sure about that, Josh. I’m just not sure. Having one secret kept from dad is bad enough. I’m not sure about keeping another from him is a good thing.” She was in deep thought. I seized on her lack of denial as a positive sign.
“Mom, I’m not asking for a long term thing. Maybe just one or two times so you can show dad your stuff. It would help you all and me to. I need to know what to do and what not to do with my hands and lips with a girl. You all are pretty much alike, aren’t you? I mean like playing with the nipples is a pretty universal way to more, isn’t it. It’s how to do it and what to do before, during and after that I need to see and experience. I want to be the best thing my future wife could ever have as a lover. You can help me , please?” I pleaded with a somewhat devious sense of pleasure as I wanted to have sex with girls my age and appear to be a very experienced and talented partner in bed.
She was deep in thought.
“Remember, you promised me ‘anything’. This ‘anything’ is something you can deliver and it will help both of you. After we get several videos that I can keep secret, you can talk to dad about doing the video with our family camera just for you and him. I bet that would be a huge turn on for him. I think he has a little bit of exhibitionist in him. I bet he would love to see you masturbate to. Our teacher says that’s common among married people who enjoy different and exciting sex. I bet you could turn on dad with just a little teasing and masturbation. Wouldn’t that just turn you on to so wee him getting hot and horny for your body.” I was laying it on best I could.
“Okay. Josh, we will do it. Two secret videos first, and only two. We will review the videos and I’ll instruct you on everything you see. The good , the bad and everything in between.” She smiled broadly and winked at me. “Then I’ll seduce dad into making our own videos. That just he and I will enjoy to spice up our lives. Yea we just may be on to something good for all of us. We have a plan. I have another idea that I need to check out before I even mention it to you.”