I laughed. “I’m proud of you, mom.”
“Thanks honey.” She smiled from ear to ear, moved her face in and kissed me.
Once our lips parted we stared into each other’s eyes for a few seconds. “Can I ask you another question?”
“Why stop now?”
“Right before me and you…had sex, you said you’ve wanted to be with me for a long time. Was that true? Or a,” I rolled my eyes up as I thought of a phrase, “spur of the moment thing?”
“It was true.” She tilted her head as she looked down at the mattress, making her longish hair fall over her shoulder. “I’ve pleasured myself many a night thinking about you.” Mom made eye contact.
“How did it start?”
“Do you really wanna know?” She scrunched only the one side of her face. “It’s a long story.”
I reached for the bedside table and picked up my watch, which I’d placed there during one of the movies. “We’ve got time.” I laid my watch back down. “It’s only ten past eleven.”
“Okay, if you really must know.” Mom raised her eyebrows. “It started about three years ago. I was alone in the house, sitting inside the computer room. I was bored…and feeling a little horny.” She shrugged. “So I decided to go onto the internet and watch some dirty videos. But two minutes into one, I remembered why I don’t like watching porn-it’s boring.”
I chuckled softly.
“So then I Googled the sentence ‘how to achieve a great orgasm by yourself’, and found a lot of…for lack of a better word, unimaginative answers, some interesting ones, one that sounded dangerous and a few which were downright weird.”
Again I chucked softly.
“But I persisted and eventually came across an answer I liked. Some guy said he enjoys reading erotic stories before he masturbates and went on to explain about how and why the good stories always manage to make him cum hard. His post left me curious. So I went back onto Google and searched for where I could find ‘good online sex stories’, and was referenced to a few sites. But I went with one called ‘Literotica’. Ever heard of it?”
“I can’t say that I have.”
“Anyway, I went onto the site and saw all of these…categories; romance, group sex, erotic couplings…umm, BDMS, loving wives, and…I can’t remember the rest, but I also saw one called incest slash taboo, which when I-”
“Okay, no, I see where this is going.”
Mom laughed. “I didn’t read the stories in that category right away though. It actually took a few months before curiosity finally got the better of me. But after it did I instantly fell in love with the stories in there. And not too long after that I began fantasising about stripping out of my clothes, coming into your room and climbing into your bed.
But I couldn’t work up the courage to do it. I was way too afraid you’d reject me, and then things would’ve been so weird between us. But you were being so damn sweet to me today…especially after your father let me down. It only made me want you so much more.” Mom took a break. “I kinda got the impression you were hitting on me.
No, actually, I was hoping you were hitting on me. I knew you weren’t. But as I thought about that erection of yours in the changing room, it kept that bit of hope I had alive. So I decided to get into that underwear you liked so much, used a little bit of liquid courage, and just…went for it.” Mom shrugged. “And now here I am…as happy as can be.” She smiled.