Mom was a fat, bitter semi-alcoholic. Our dad had been a long-distance trucker who had never come back while Mom was pregnant with Nicole.
“At least Mom didn’t show up sauced for your graduation like she did for mine.”
“Yeah, that was because she wanted to be on top lecturing form. She lectured me the whole drive to the graduation and the whole drive back.” Mom could be such a joy. “After the talk with the clerk, I tried to think of reasons why my life would turn out different than Mom’s and I couldn’t think of a single one. That scared the shit of me. I didn’t change that day, but I was ready to change after that.”
A few days later, Owen pooped while Nicole was working out and I decided that I would try to change his diaper. I had seen Nicole do it enough times to know what to do. I took Owen to his room, put him on Curt’s old bed which served as a changing table and changed that diaper. I didn’t enjoy it, but it wasn’t as awful as I’d imagined. I soon had him back in the living area, exploring away.
When Nicole was back and nursing Owen, I told her that I had changed his poopie diaper.
“You did? Thanks, Ryan! That was so sweet of you.”
Nicole finished nursing Owen and set him down.
Of course, Nicole was topless as usual after her work out. Her hair was longer now, down to her shoulders. Her workouts had done a lot to tone and firm her body. She was definitely hot now.
“Come here, Ryan. I have a little reward for you. Owen left you some milk.”
I couldn’t believe at first that Nicole was actually suggesting that I nurse on her. I stared dumbly at her. I had dreamed of foundling her tits so many times, but never nursing from them.
“You may never have another chance to be nursed,” she said.
What the hell. I moved over to the couch and sat down next to her. Nicole guided me so my feet were over one end of the couch and my body was reclined over hers. I turned my head and there was a nipple. I put my mouth around it and gently sucked on it like I had seen Owen do so many times before.
“Be careful with your teeth,” Nicole warned me.
Warm milk flowed into my mouth. It was different than milk from the store. It was body temperature for one thing. Very creamy and sweet. I liked the taste.
After I had nursed for ten or fifteen seconds, I realized that this was my big chance to make a move on Nicole. My right arm was pinned against Nicole, but my left arm was free. I moved my free hand towards her other tit…
“I think that’s enough of a reward.”
Nicole pushed me firmly upwards, I opened my mouth and released her nipple and soon found myself sitting normally on the couch. Nicole got up and walked off to our bedroom to shower. She had stopped using the shower in Owen’s room so that there was less to clean.
I sat on the couch, confused. Should I try to join her in the shower? I knew what would happen if I did – she would tell me to go watch Owen. Maybe tonight when I came home from work, we would pick up from where we left off.
That night when Nicole snuggled against me in bed, she didn’t say “Fuck me now, big boy,” or “Make me your cum slut, stud.” Instead, she said, “You’re a great big brother, Ryan.”