How wonderful would it be, she thought to herself as her body began getting over the violence of her orgasm, if things could always be like this. She had her son, and she knew that she loved him. She suspected that he may grow to love her just as much. With what they had just shared together, she wanted to know why it would be so wrong if she used intimacy as just another way to express her love for him. And if he wanted to go beyond just giving her a simple hug or a quick kiss to the cheek and actually enjoy her body as he just had, then that would be okay with her as well. She had felt deeply moved at seeing such a beautiful agony on his face as he was cumming inside her, and it made her feel good to know that after being absent from his life for so long she had managed to do something this wonderful for him.
In actuality, Linda was also feeling very conscious of several other things. Now that she had John in her life, she wanted desperately to leave her husband and maybe even return with her son to Delaware. No one there would know she was his mother, and maybe they could even get married if they both decided that it was what they wanted to do. She also knew that it would be very difficult at her age to find another man she would trust and enjoy experiencing the kind of intimacy with that she just encountered with John. In her mind there was a clear outcome to the events of that day, and this was to accept and enjoy that she could be her son’s mother while also embracing him as her lover. And because she was his mother, could any other woman ever be able to love him more than she could?
This would have been all too easy if she already knew that he meant for her to play that sort of role in his life. But she didn’t. And she didn’t want to risk losing him by coming on too hard and pressing him for an answer. Yet she couldn’t wait for one either. Her body had just been ravaged so beautifully, and her heart was aching to be his only love for the rest of his life.
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John could tell that something was on Linda’s mind as they walked around the hotel holding hands, and he thought he had a fairly good idea of what it was.
“Are you thinking about what’s going to happen when all this is over and I have to go back to Delaware?” he asked.
Linda stopped walking and just held his hand as she fought back the tears. She nodded for fear that saying anything would cause an emotional display that she didn’t want passersby to see.
“Well you know I do have to go back home when my vacation is up,” he said softly. “Everything I have is there, including my job and my house.”
Linda nodded again but kept her eyes fixated on the rear entrance to the hotel.
“However,” John continued, “if you would be interested, I would really love it if you could come back with me.”
Linda immediately looked at him, and pure happiness seemed to break out across her face. She squealed like a young lovestruck girl as she threw her arms around him and held him tightly.