After that we had our exams and we cleared nicely. But Arun and me were no more innocent kids as we were before. And our desires and relationship grew deep and we had many nights like that. So bhai when my 3rd yr exams and his 2nd yr exams came, we were still together and used to study but we avoided sex for 2 months to concentrate on studies. And so again I passed and he failed so during his KT , he was studying in my room only. But he was again anxious about exams. And we thought to do sex fortnight to exams and so he will not be so anxious and feel refreshed and motivated. So was the thing. Now bhai we both have broke up due to obvious reasons. He likes a junior with whom he shares the class. And since we have broke up. I avoided him completely. But now bhai as you know we have exams in 3months. And he is troubling me to sleep with him before exams. He thinks that I am lucky for him and having sex with me gives him luck to pass.
Bhai because of this sick mentality he is behind me.
Me: that’s very ridiculous. And what does his girlfriend thinks of it. She can help him if he wants.
R: bhai both of them are mad. She wants him to pass at any cost. So she wants me to sleep with him and also she said she will join in during the session.
Now bhai this all happened and I am pretty much scared cause now few of my batch mates know that I had slept with him number of times and they are saying it’s just the matter of 1night.
Bhai they have made my image of a whore and are slut shaming me now and then.
Bhai since UG I have seen you and I have seen how you protected and never judged Raksha di your bestfriend in every way even though you knew about many affairs and etc.
Me : hey stop it. Don’t bring Raksha into this. And who are you and all others to talk about her personal life. She was my best friend and also that was her personal life. We never interfered in each other’s personal life. So bear it and don’t talk about her.
R: sorry bhai. But only you are the person in the campus whom I can trust and only you will not judge me.
Me: see its your personal life. So I won’t say a thing. But now what help you want from me.
R: bhai please can you protect me from Arun.
Me : I still think you have to do police complaint or inform your family they will talk to college authorities.
R: bhai I can’t do that. My family is orthodox kerala brahmin family. they will kill me if they heard about my relationship and virginity. Also bhai. Don’t get mad. Arun has some of my nude pics in his phone. He will use them if I did any complaint.
Me: what?? Are you mad? You girls are really fool . You people fall for such cheap mentality guys and when you get betrayed generalize all the boys to be same. And why you had to share nudes with him. When you people used to have sex?
R: bhai actually we ……we …… we used to film ourselves to few times and used them to masturbate when at home.
Me: shocked … what the fuck? You got yourself in deep shit. I can’t help you with this. Cause even if I talk him down and he stopped troubling you. If will never delete them permanently.
R: cryingly….. bhai….. I am sorry….. I trusted the wrong guy. Please help me. This once. I will be in your dept for whole life. Please bhai please.
Me: stop crying and I cannot promise you. But I will try. Now I should go.
And I left.
That evening Arun met me at the tea stall where we all college boys used to have cigarettes.
Me to Arun
Me: hey arun. How are you?.
Arun: hey bro! I am fine. how about you?.
Me: so how’s exams study is going on?
Arun: bhai it’s going well
Me: gr8. You study hard and do well .ok.
Arun: ya bhai. Thanks.
Me: while going from there I paid for his cigarette too and said. Hey can you come to my room at 8 in evening. I have some of my UG notes of 3rd yr, they might come of some help to you.
Arun: Sure bhai. I’ll come by 8.30.
Me : so chalo meet you then. Bye
Arun: bye bhai.
Then from there I went to Rashmi’s room
When I rang her doorbell.
She opened it.
Rashmi: bhai ?. What happened?. Come inside.
Me : went in and sat in living room.
Me: Rashmi. I will try to help you but you have to do exactly what I tell you to do. Okay.
R: with one eyebrow raised. What bhai.? What you want me to do?
Me : nothing much it’s 7 pm now. At 8 can you come with me to my home. I have called Arun too and we will clear this once and all.
R: what??? Bhai… I can’t stand him. He will rape me. If he gets chance.
Me: hey stop it. Don’t you trust me. Don’t worry I’ll be there.
R: but bhai. …( hesitantly)
Me: see let’s talk to each other face to face and will clear the doubt.
R: bhai. Please yar.
Me : see if you don’t want to cooperate I’ll never help you ever again.
R: thik hai bhai. I’ll come.
Me: ok. I’ll go then.
R: stay here only bhai. I don’t want to leave room alone. I’ll come with you.
Me:. I’ll wait then and I started tv and was watching Man Vs Wild on Discovery channel.
R: bhai you wait. I’ll have a bath and come.
After half and hour Rashmi came out of bathroom with her hair tied in towel and wearing a white long camisole and a black night pant and went to kitchen made 1 cup coffee and came to serve the coffee to me.
R: bhai wait a while I’ll have Sandhya pooja and come. Till then have coffee.
Me: it’s ok.