She spent the rest of the day in her room, thinking about Jayson and her. She thought about her dreams, did she have sexual feelings for her son? If she did, was she a pervert? She did like his company and enjoyed looking at his body, like this morning. He had a desire for her at least it looked like it. Then she thought, maybe he didn’t really have a desire for her. Maybe it was just a jack off magazine, he found. She spent all afternoon in her room thinking about these things and more. She finally came to a conclusion; she would have a talk with Jayson and find out just what were his feelings. If he didn’t really have the hots for her, there was no problem other than her embarrassment. If he had feelings for her, well then they’d deal with those feelings. How she wasn’t sure, but she came to the realization she also had desire for him, her own son..
She put a robe on and left her room looking for her son. “Jayson,” she called out, “where are you?”
“I’m in my room,” replied Jayson.
“Can I come in?” asked Janis.
“Just a minute Mom. OK you can come in now.”
Janis walked into her son’s room. He was lying on his bed, on his side, with a pillow between his legs. He was reading some sort of magazine. “What’s up Mom?”
Janis cleared her throat and thought for a few seconds before she started to talk. “Jayson, I don’t know how to say this any other way, so I’ll just say it. I was changing the sheets on your bed and I found a magazine hidden under the mattress.”
Jayson’s face got very red, “Mom I can explain, I…”
Janis cut him off, “Wait until I’m finished, I’ve been thinking about what to say all afternoon. Jayson I know you’re an eighteen year old man and your sex drive is very strong.”
“Mom,” interrupted Jayson again.
“No, let me finish. I know you have strong feelings, feelings of love for me, me as your mother. Some times these feelings of love can be mistaken for feelings of desire. You think you want me, but you just want to show how much you love me and you’re confused on how to do it.”
“Mom, let me talk,” said Jayson rather forcibly, “I do love you but I also have strong desires for you. I have since I started going through puberty and started thinking about girls. I’ve dated girls in high school and I had sex with girls in high school, same for college, but I still have fantasies for you. Most of the time, when I jack off it’s to mental images of you and me having sex. Can I show you the magazine I got today when you were in your room? Promise you won’t get mad”
“Sure, what is it another family magazine?”
“No, Mom, better than that.” Jayson reached under his pillow and pulled out a magazine and handed it to his mother.
Janis was shocked when she saw the title, Naked Woman Over Forty. She looked over the cover and read what was written on it – See woman over forty fuck, see them drain a young stud dry. “Jayson, you like this stuff?” she asked.
“I love it Mom, in fact I bought this magazine for a reason, look at the woman on the cover. She looks a lot like you. When I saw it I got an instant hard-on. You should see the trouble I had walking out of the book store.”