Please read the previous part here ( It’s My Life – 3 ). Now let’s continue
I looked at him and said “that’s ok Rafiq” and totally disengaged from him. I now had mixed feelings of guilt, shame and embarrassment about what I had done.
I hurriedly wore my clothes and turned to him. He was just standing there looking at me with a depth in his eyes which meant a million things… things which I was not ready for yet, as I now discovered.
I said “just forget everything that has happened between us today…”. Rafiq did not say anything or even come close to me. I left from there after gathering my belongings including that saree which I had originally come for…
My night plans for my hubby were ruined Anyway. I was in a bigger dilemma if and how to tell Prakash what I had happened today. There is no way I would want to hide such a big thing from him ever…
So once we were in bed, Prakash went down on me giving me my two orgasms. Then we were lying bed naked with my face on his chest and his soft cock in my hand.
I touched upon the topic after very carefully choosing my words. I said “something very big happened today Prakash and I think you deserve to know about it…”.
Prakash said “darling you are sounding like the sky has fallen on your head”. I replied “yes it is exactly like that only. Promise me that you will not misjudge me for it or get angry and I will tell you everything”.
Prakash pulled me up and kissed my lips. He said “darling you know me better than this. Now say it without any hesitation. I will not mind at all”.
Taking a deep breath, I started:
So after your surprising performance last night, I decided to give you another surprise. Now don’t ask what because I still want to give it to you. For that I needed to get some clothes altered so I went to meet Rafiq, my regular tailor since many years.
I explained my requirements to him and then had to remove my saree which I did without hesitating. I have done that many times during trials. During this I was very candid with him about the surprise I wanted to give you and this led to more discussions.
He was very confident that I will never be able to wear what I wanted to for you. The arguments got to a point and I had to remove my blouse and petticoat which also I have done many times before with him during trials.
Then our discussion got more serious and I don’t know how I confided in him that yes I need help with my bedroom life. And he offered to help me as a friend and confidante.
This was the turning point where my defenses became very weak and I ended up hugging and then kissing him too. I am sure the hard thing I felt below touching my body was his erection.
Then I quickly realised what I had gotten myself into and disengaged from him. I quickly got dressed and left from there because I felt ashamed and guilty as hell for having hugged and kissed someone other than you.
I have been sulking over this ever since and trying to muster the courage wanting to tell you about it…