Please read the previous part here ( It’s My Life – 3 ). Now let’s continue
I looked at him and said “that’s ok Rafiq” and totally disengaged from him. I now had mixed feelings of guilt, shame and embarrassment about what I had done.
I hurriedly wore my clothes and turned to him. He was just standing there looking at me with a depth in his eyes which meant a million things… things which I was not ready for yet, as I now discovered.
I said “just forget everything that has happened between us today…”. Rafiq did not say anything or even come close to me. I left from there after gathering my belongings including that saree which I had originally come for…
My night plans for my hubby were ruined Anyway. I was in a bigger dilemma if and how to tell Prakash what I had happened today. There is no way I would want to hide such a big thing from him ever…
So once we were in bed, Prakash went down on me giving me my two orgasms. Then we were lying bed naked with my face on his chest and his soft cock in my hand.
I touched upon the topic after very carefully choosing my words. I said “something very big happened today Prakash and I think you deserve to know about it…”.
Prakash said “darling you are sounding like the sky has fallen on your head”. I replied “yes it is exactly like that only. Promise me that you will not misjudge me for it or get angry and I will tell you everything”.
Prakash pulled me up and kissed my lips. He said “darling you know me better than this. Now say it without any hesitation. I will not mind at all”.
Taking a deep breath, I started:
So after your surprising performance last night, I decided to give you another surprise. Now don’t ask what because I still want to give it to you. For that I needed to get some clothes altered so I went to meet Rafiq, my regular tailor since many years.
I explained my requirements to him and then had to remove my saree which I did without hesitating. I have done that many times during trials. During this I was very candid with him about the surprise I wanted to give you and this led to more discussions.
He was very confident that I will never be able to wear what I wanted to for you. The arguments got to a point and I had to remove my blouse and petticoat which also I have done many times before with him during trials.
Then our discussion got more serious and I don’t know how I confided in him that yes I need help with my bedroom life. And he offered to help me as a friend and confidante.
This was the turning point where my defenses became very weak and I ended up hugging and then kissing him too. I am sure the hard thing I felt below touching my body was his erection.
Then I quickly realised what I had gotten myself into and disengaged from him. I quickly got dressed and left from there because I felt ashamed and guilty as hell for having hugged and kissed someone other than you.
I have been sulking over this ever since and trying to muster the courage wanting to tell you about it…
Prakash laughed and raised my face to his. He said “darling relax. You have not done anything wrong. Remember what we spoke about last night. What you did was the first step in that direction…”.
Now I felt his cock twitch in my hand quickly growing harder. I was totally confused seeing this. Prakash said “what if I say that what you did, excited me greatly and you have my full permission to go till the end”.
I argued “let’s say hypothetically things get out of control between us and we end up in bed… then”? Prakash replied “yes I meant to say even if that means having sex with him”.
Listening to Prakash, sent the shudder of my life thru me and I stared at him with my eyes wide as saucers. He understood my predicament and at the same time his cock was nearing full hardness like old days.
He said “I know you very well and what I am telling you to do is unthinkable for you… but trust me and go back to him tomorrow with an open mind and give me that surprise you were planning very soon”.
While I was still trying to digest everything that Prakash said, my focus still was on his nearly hard cock which was still more stiff than what I expected.
So I jumped on his cock riding him. I now realized that while I told Prakash about today’s incident, I had gotten wet too. Prakash had already given me my two orgasms earlier and this was like the icing on the cake.
I devoured him by riding him with full passion till I had my third earth shattering orgasm and he had his release nearly at the same time… This sense of achievement tonight pushed me to seriously reconsider everything Prakash had told me.
We slept after our seemingly impossible sex session…Next morning surprisingly, I found Prakash hard again while he was still asleep. Guess he was having the same dreams from our discussion last night.
Anyway my only priority in life was his happiness, so I began sucking his cock which also woke him up. We locked in a loving hug and kiss followed by an extremely satisfying round of early morning sex.
I was super happy to have achieved this even if it meant that I sacrifice my body and soul to get him back. I finished the house duties and with renewed determination went to meet Rafiq.
The moment I entered he looked at me and gave a mischievous grin. I said “I am sorry about yesterday Rafiq. Can we please continue”? He replied “ok Anita, lock the door and go inside and wait for me. I will take five minutes”.
I went inside and removed my saree and sat on the only chair kept there waiting for him. He came sooner than the five minutes he asked for. He saw me sitting and nodded his head sideways.
I got up assuming he wanted me to be standing. He said “why are your clothes still on Anita”? Now is when I realised what he meant and quickly got rid of my blouse and petticoat keeping it aside with the sari.
Yesterday I had worn beige color inners and today I was wearing black. Rafiq again nodded his head sideways saying “you are still wearing these granny age bra and panties even after what I told you yesterday”?
I replied “except different colors everything I have is the same type”. Then came the next embarrassing question, he pointed to my crotch and asked “so did you shave down there or not”?
I meekly said no. In a stronger tone he asked “why? You don’t know how to do it or your hubby told you to leave it that way”? I only looked at him nervously like a guilty student facing the teacher while getting reimprimanded.
Seeing my nervousness, Rafiq stepped closer to me and asked in a warmer tone “Anita do you want me to help you or not”? I looked at the floor and nodded in affirmative.
Then he mockingly asked “so you are fine if I kiss you again now”? This sure sent shivers down my body but I mustered all my courage recollecting Prakash’s words.
I nodded a nervous yes. He came even closer taking me in his arms and placed mine around his neck. Then he brought his lips closer to mine without holding my face and I naturally raised mine anticipating his kiss and closed my eyes.
I felt his hot breath on my lips so he must have been very close but even after a minute nothing happened. I opened my eyes to see what was stopping him from kissing me and saw Rafiq smiling at me.
I blushed turning my face away but he held my chin bringing it back facing him. He warmly said “Anita I was only testing you to see if you are really serious and ready”.
He let me go and made me sit on the chair again. He kneeled facing me placing his hands on my thighs and said “don’t worry Anita, I will help you. But I expect you to be dead honest with me and freely tell me everything”.
My admiration and respect for this man just went sky rocketing because even in my most vulnerable moment he did not take advantage of me. I was open to his kiss even though very nervous but he didn’t kiss me.
Now I was ever ready to go till the end with him, sex included if need be, but he stopped. I was very confused about what he really had in mind. I asked “why did you not kiss me today when I was fully into it”?
Rafiq replied “Anita yesterday was a mistake, today I was not going to repeat it by taking advantage of your condition”. I argued “what if I said that I thought about yesterday and I realized I liked it. And today I willingly want it again”.
Rafiq smiled at me and turned towards the door. Then he stopped and said “there is only one way you can prove to me how serious you are, when I come back in ten minutes, I want to see you in your birthday suit”.
To be continued….
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