Hi my name is Anita and my husband’s name is Prakash. I am 45 years old and my hubby is 52. We have been happily married for sixteen years with two teenage sons and we are an average middle class Indian family.
Our sex life has been very active and thrilling till a year ago when the sky fell on our heads. We used to copulate two to three times a week on an average and sometimes up to thrice a day on occasions.
Then my hubby suffered some critical illness and the doctors had to give him heavy doses of steroids and antibiotics to cure him. Then he came back home and eventually recovered fully.
Life was getting back to normal for all of us now. I had been starving for sex since four months now. So let me tell you, once in the bedroom I only wear a skimpy nighty and Prakash only wears his boxers.
After we got in bed, I looked at my hubby and ran my fingers feeling his chest hair. This was our way of signalling each other asking for sex. He understood my signal and turned facing me.
He placed his hand behind my head pulling my face towards his for a french kiss. We were doing this after such a long gap that we sucked the breath out of each other.
After the kiss I removed my nighty throwing it aside and he did the same with his boxers. Then he came over me and began kissing all my sensitive areas from my head till my toes.
I was instantly on fire because we were indulging in sex after such a long time. He went down on my tits with his hands and mouth driving me over the cliff with sexual ecstasy and an ever so long ago forgotten orgasm.
Then he went further down and began tongue fucking my navel which rapidly amplified my arousal. Then the moment his tongue touched my overly sensitive clit my next orgasm swept thru me.
After so long I felt like I was on the moon. My hubby did not stop and continued licking my secretions which were oozing out from my ever so starved cunt. Now it was time for me to go down on him and get him ready for our ultimate union.
This is when we got the shock of our lives because his cock was still flacid. During earlier days, by the time we would get to this stage, he would be hard like a steel rod.
However, admonishing unnecessary thoughts, I began focusing on his cock by stroking with my hands and licking with my tongue. Even after a few minutes it remained the same but I did not give up.
Another ten minutes later still the same, no change… I looked up at Prakash who was helplessly looking at me. Out of sheer fear I asked THE question “do you not find me attractive enough anymore darling”?
Prakash hurriedly pulled me into his arms and kissed me wildly. He said “darlng what made you ever say such a big thing? Since the day I saw you, you have been the woman of my dreams and my life revolves around you only”.
I replied “yes I know darling but why is this not showing that” holding his limp cock in my hand still trying to stroke it to make it hard. He said “I honestly don’t have an answer dear. Today is the first time we are doing this since I fell sick and I am as clueless as you are. I am sorry to say but I have no sensations”.
I knew without doubt that he was telling the truth because sometimes when he comes back from work really tired and we are not able to have sex and he is very vocal about it and profusely apologizes every time.
But this depressing truth was now killing me from within. Despite all this, Prakash pushed me down on my back and got on top. He kissed me lovingly and said *don’t worry darling, even if I cannot get hard now, I will give you the orgasm you always enjoy when we made love earlier”.
His message was full of warmth and very soothing but the reality hit me harder. Prakash went down on me for much longer this time but I could not get aroused like before or have my “promised” orgasm.
I said “Prakash please stop. it is not helping. I am going to make some calls tomorrow and we will see a doctor to discuss this”. Prakash didn’t stop and I had to pull him up in a loving embrace to stop him.
I saw the unadulterated love for me in his eyes and that melted my heart. We both hugged each other like old times. He said “don’t worry dear, we will find a solution for this”.
We then slept forcibly like that only. My never ending positive attitude made me wake up early in the morning hoping to see if Prakash would have morning wood by the remotest of possibilities like he did earlier.
But sadly I had to resign to my fate seeing his limp cock despite me stroking and sucking on it which only resulted in Prakash waking up. Next few days passed the same way.
I played porn on the tv in our bedroom thinking maybe that might help but failed. Everyday I made calls to all my friends trying to find a good doctor. During this, every night Prakash would go down on me trying to give me those two promised orgasms but failed.
I was too turned off by the situation at hand to even think about my own pleasures. I finally found three reputed doctors and we both met them. After numerous tests and analysis.
It was concluded that the steroids had caused permanent damage and even though his balls were still kind of active, he would not be able to get hard ever again.
The world around me was shattered in a brink…The only way out which one doctor suggested was that they would administer an injection to his cock just minutes before we copulate so he would “temporarily” get hard enough to penetrate me.
Our lives were shattered beyond definition and I resigned to my fate eventually accepting the reality. Even though Prakash insisted that we try out that injection I was not in favour of it because I was scared of other unknown side effects which might make our future worse…
Then we accepted reality and decided to move on with what we have left. Next two months Prakash went down on me everyday giving me my “two promised orgasms” while I was not able to do anything for him in return.
This drove me to even search for unconventional and unnatural means including Ayurveda and black magic to revive him but nothing helped. Then Prakash gave me the link to this website along with various sized dildos.
Now he would pleasure me with artificial cocks to help me experience the joys of intercourse. While it helped somewhat, the real enjoyment in having a real cock throbbing inside me was still missing.
I started reading many stories and masturbating myself using the dildos at hand but something was still missing…Then while reading erotic stories, I bumped into the cuckold stories category.
I read about husbands who would get super excited after their wives returned from steamy encounters with other men. And the they would make love like mad.
I began to enjoy these stories and also the other category called “adultery”. At night in bed with him, I spoke about what I had read and how that excited me to some mind blowing orgasms like we used to have before…
His response shocked me to the end of the planet. He said “I have been reading these same two categories for a while now since this problem started”. I was in shock hearing his answer.
I asked still with a positive mindset “so did these stories excite you and make you hard”? He said “yes some of them were so good that I got somewhat hard but not fully and I was able to stroke myself to a release”.
This was the first positive thing I had heard in months and that prompted me to think about something that I would never ever have thought about by a thousand miles.
I asked “so darling, are you saying that if I found another man to penetrate and satisfy me like you used to do… that would excite you so much that you would get hard enough to penetrate me right after”?
He said “honestly I don’t have an answer to that right now. But maybe we can explore that option at least for the sake of your satisfaction”. I objected answering back sharply “why only me??? What about you”?
He replied “see Anu, I know you very well enough and I also know how sexually active we used to be. You always were like the tigress in bed and even then I had to work double time to calm you down”.
This came as a surprise, especially from him but I composed myself by still remaining quiet. He continued “right now we have a genuine problem on our hands”.
I blurted out “what genuine problem Prakash”? He replied “this problem” pointing to his crotch. He continued “see Anu, I might be giving you the two orgasms every night more frequently than when we did it before…”.
I said “yes I know and I am super thrilled about it”. He continued “but I am not able to give you the real pleasure which only a real man can give you…”.
To be continued….
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