RosePetal01: Ok, let’s see where it might lead and if we are more comfortable we could give each other personal information.
So there it was our first chat and certainly not our last, we chatted for the next several works, always between 10 till late. We seemed to like each so much, we discussed things in the news and little snippets of information about each other, likes and dislikes. We just seemed to click and I was getting really close to maybe meeting this person, who knows.
I know what happens next, but when I look back on things now, certain events make more sense. So before I return to the chat I had with RosePetal01 that night, let me mention a chat I had with Sophie during dinner.
“Dinner was good as normal mom, thank you.” All through dinner she seemed distracted, her smile forced when she thanked me for dinner.
“Sophie, what is wrong you seem unhappy, or like something is bothering you? For the past month I have not seen you without a smile on your face.”
“I am sorry mom, I am just, erm, I want.” She blew a long breath, getting her thoughts in order. “I can be honest with you, and you won’t judge me for what I might say?”
“Sophie what ever you tell me is by your choice alone, and it is also your choice on how you decide to enjoy you life, no matter what other people might say, including me. But I would like to think that you can tell me anything, so if you want to talk?” Now I feel like a real idiot writing this, because before I say what happens next, if I was not having a one track mind about looking forward to chatting with RosePetal01, and paid more attention to my daughter, I might have picked up on a few clues, maybe several, but as it is, until later in the story, I just did my best as a mother to be there, as a mother.
“I have met someone on the internet, and I plan on asking them to meet.”
“Are you nervous about asking or meeting?”
“Both, the problem is that they are older, about your age I think and it is a woman.”
“Oh.” That was all I could think of to say. I had the same thoughts about RosePetal01, I really wanted to meet her, but her age, mainly our age difference put me off. Our chats were just amazing and I really felt like RosePetal01 was my best friend. But I wanted to start talking more personally, chatting was easy as you did not care what the other person really thought about what you told them, you could not see there face, but now we were getting closer as people, I really wanted a more personal chat, face to face. The fact that we were both woman, was hiding in the back of my brain, but Sophie had brought it too the front part and now I was wondering how I would feel about being with a woman. “Have you been with woman before, I mean are you telling me you are a lesbian?”
“Honestly, I really don’t know. Since me and this woman started chatting and I suggested that we could meet, even though we are both woman, the idea is more and more appealing. I have noticed I look at woman more when they come into the shop and have even started to masturbate thinking about woman, so I might be a lesbian. Does that upset you?”
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