I thought that my wife never had any affair or sexual encounter before marriage but what if she gets hooked up with another man for one night stand! This idea just excited me. But I was apprehensive coz it was very dangerous thought. First I could never bear another man having sex with my wife! Secondly there was a risk of losing her if other guy turned out to be a good one! But on the other hand I did not want to be treated like a dog and my wife suspecting me all the time. Not only mine but her own life became equally miserable. It was natural for her to suspect me whenever I was in Mumbai. I thought I have to do it even if it involves risk of losing her. And it was a risk worth taking!
I knew that if I tell her to go for one night stand she would never do it and would make my life more despondent. But somehow I had to get her ready for this and I discreetly started working on it. One day I teased her that what she would do, if she gets someone who is better than me. First she was surprised as she did not expect this kind of question from me. To my disappointment she replied that she is not characterless like me! And I got ended up with a long sermon on morality! But I did not give up. I started talking about other guys in bed with her. It was little awkward for her. Once when I came back from Mumbai I told her that I had a dream that she had sex with a very handsome guy in my absence and I felt betrayed. Since I have been talking to her about other guys and already asked her what she would do if she gets someone better than me, my wife laughed and said that at least I realised how bad I felt with mere a dream of her with another man! And jokingly asked me how I would feel if she actually does that. I took her in my arms and kissed her and I said “My Love. I know you would not do that”!
Now every week I would cook a dream and would tell her that I am seeing her with other men in bed! She would just laugh and sometimes she would tease me saying that she actually might do that! This encouraged me as I was going in the right direction. My life was changing for better. My wife would mention my dreams often now and not my affairs with other girl. As n when she would suspect me when I come back from my trips, she would threaten me that she may sleep with another guy! Every now n then she would tease me going with another man! My idea was working.
Now next task was more challenging – hooking up another guy for her. I never thought in my life that I would have to search another guy for my girl! It was very difficult for me, but I had to do it to get my lost respect. Now I started looking out for a decent guy. I had to be very careful in choosing right person. I wanted a decent guy for a brief relationship with my wife. Secondly I had to look for a good looking guy coz my wife is very pretty and I did not want any rough guy to bang her. So I was looking for a decent plus good looking guy with good family background so that he does not become demanding later on. I went to different websites and I spoke to couple of guys. I went through dozen of profiles but all in vain! I did not want to give up. I started looking for guys around me. I knew couple of guys with good look and decent background but they were either my friends or colleagues. I did not want to hook up someone known for apparent reasons.