First, I texted my mom the next day and asked if my step-dad was home. He wasn’t. He was at work. He works for the railroad, so if he’s gone, he’s usually gone for awhile. And now that I had a plan, I was ready to go home. When I got home, I asked when my step-dad would be home, and she said in a day or two. Perfect.
So I took a shower and brushed my teeth, and I did everything to prepare. I put clothes in the washer, and I put on my old gym shorts. Something easy to slip on and off. Then, I got on the computer.
I messaged her on Facebook saying, “Can you come here? I need to talk to you about something.”
Then, I got on my bed. I had my shoes on, and when she came in, I started taking them off. I had to do something to make it not look weird that I was just sitting on my bed waiting for her, because usually I’m sitting at the computer. So now that she’s in my room, with her robe on, I tell her to sit down by me. She does.
Then I said, “I’ve wanted to tell you this for so long.”
… and then I chickened out. I looked her in the eyes after I told her that, and it was just too weird. For some reason, it was easier to think of my mom sexually when she wasn’t right there next to me. Maybe I didn’t really want this. I quickly got up and sat back in my computer chair, and she sat down by me, on the mattress on the floor.
“Well it must be important if you’ve wanted to tell me this for a long time, and it’s been bothering you for that long,” she said.
“It’s nothing,” I said.
“Is it bad?” she asked.
“Yeah… it’s really bad,” I said.
The whole time she was trying to pry this out of me, she was like smiling and laughing. “Did something happen to you?” she asked.
“No, it’s nothing like that.”
“So no one hurt you?”
“No,” I said.
“Um… did you see something you shouldn’t have?”
“No,” I said.
“Are you sure? You didn’t accidentally see me naked or something, did you?”
“No, it’s not that,” I said.
She said, “I remember you used to always try to peek underneath the bathroom door when I was in there.”
I honestly didn’t remember this at all, and I started laughing a little.
“Nuh uh… really?”
“Yeah.”
We were both laughing. After she realized she wasn’t gonna get it out of me, she left the room.
So my plan fell through. I didn’t do what I was going to do. After I said that line about wanting to tell her for so long, I was gonna try to seduce her. I was gonna tell her that I see her walking around the house looking sexy all the time, and that she just doesn’t know what it’s done to me. I was gonna tell her that I’ve wanted to have sex with her, after kissing her on the cheek. I even had a Rachel Steele video minimized on the computer. If it all worked out, or even if it didn’t work out, I was gonna lay on the bed with her and show her this incest video. I figured maybe if she was repulsed, I could show her the video to where she would get horny and think otherwise. But it didn’t happen. But then… she messaged me on Facebook.
I will try to lay out the messages for you as best as possible…
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