“Are you blaming me?”
“Of course not, I would never do that, you were right when it started, you knew I wanted it too, and I truly did, though I would never make the first move, and I am glad you did. But right now it is not what happened, it what happens next that bothers me so much.”
“My thoughts exactly, I will not deny what happened, but now that it is done, what to do next?”
“I think we should both go to bed and think about it, and discuss it in the morning.” I agreed reluctantly, I wanted to discuss it now, but maybe with everything that had happened, my first night of escorting and having sex with mom was too much for me. Hopefully a full night of rest would help me think more clearly and we would both have an answer in the morning.
I said goodnight to mom and returned to my room, a few minutes later I heard mom go to her room. For about an hour a stared at the ceiling in the dark. My thoughts either returning to the amazing feelings I had when mom gave me the best orgasm I have ever experienced or concerning how I felt afterwards. But towards the end of the long hour I kept remembering the orgasm and tried to recreate it by masturbating. But it was not even close to being as good as mom had made me feel, I had to make a choice. I could choose to forget about it completely or I could tell mom I want more.
In the end it was an easy decision, my morals left my body and jumped out the window as I made my way to mom’s room. I knocked gently and stepped into the room. Even in the early dawn light I could see mom watching me intently as I approached her bed.
“I couldn’t sleep mom, can I stay with you tonight?”
“Course you can, I was having trouble sleeping too; I think I could do with the company.” I slid into bed and moved very close towards mom. I could see it in her eyes, that same desire I witnessed earlier. I cupped her cheek with my hand and gently caressed it.
“Mom, we share a very close and special relationship. What we did today, just made it more so, I know that morally it is wrong, but I love you mom and want to be with you. I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, next week or even next year. On Monday I return to University and maybe then we will either just decide not to go further, or we might find we have something very deep and special. But right now I want more of you, I can see it in your eyes you feel the same. So I am going to kiss you again and we will just see what happens.”
I leaned down to kiss her, and my hand moved to comb my fingers through her hair as I pulled her face closer to mine. Mom returned the kiss without hesitation and even cupped my ass as she pulled me closer to her, then flipped me on to my back as she became the aggressor. She lifted herself off me and removed her nightie. She helped me remove my sweats and panties as I removed my shirt.
“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, it made me so wet when I first looked at your breasts and your juicy pussy.” She grabbed by hands and held them to her silicone filled boobs. Mom was being quite aggressive, really trying to get me to play with her breasts hard.