I began to notice that Gina was acting odd about it too. I had thought about it for a few hours off and on when I realized that I should announce that it was over. I figured I would say that it was a once in a lifetime experience for everyone, Gina and I included, but it’s over. I finally asked them to take off so Gina and I could have some time together, and they were very understanding about it.
As they left I looked at Gina as she was giving me a very concerned look not knowing what insane thing I was about drop on here now, and asked, “Why don’t we get the room for a couple more days, just us. No more insanity, just us. Let’s go a few places and get out of here. Let’s have some fun.” Gina looked at me almost in a concerned manner. I knew she was about to drop a profound statement on me, and as it turns out I’m glad she did.
Gina at this point finally brought me back to reality. It goes without saying; level headedness left me the night she took her bikini bottom off in front of several young men during that card game. As I stood there staring at her waiting for her to drop a profound statement on me, she leaned back against the wall and simply began staring at the ceiling, when after a few seconds she calmly said, “Scott… This has been the wildest experience we have ever had, of that I’m sure. We’ll probably never behave this fucking insane ever again… But know… it’s done. It’s now over and I’m not doing it anymore.”
She paused for a second or two when she stared right into my eyes and said, “Scott, when we were experimenting and I was indiscriminately being fucked God knows how many times now, it really was exciting and I’ve actually enjoyed most of it, trying to fulfill every fantasy you ever had, and maybe one or two of my own, but if you’ll open your beautiful eyes for half a second, you might notice than Stan and I stopped fucking a while back. He’s now making love to me. My moral foundation is fucking unraveling every time I’m with him now.”
She continued, and by this time had my full attention, “Did you think I could continue being intimate with you and two other guys and human nature not eventually take over? Women aren’t like men when it comes to that. Yes, it was just nasty sex in the beginning, but you need to know that it has become more, and well, I don’t feel comfortable with how Stan is behaving, and I don’t feel comfortable with how I’m feeling about it. I feel myself becoming ok with it, and that’s not how married women are supposed to feel about another man. Somehow I think we’ve misplaced our marriage vows somewhere between here and Ohio, and I want them back.”
It’s amazing how sometimes the most obvious is so incredibly obscure when you are so driven by such a powerful experience. As every word left her lips I became stupefied that not only was she clearly speaking facts, I actually saw it, and yet didn’t see it.
She continued to sternly lay it out for me saying, “Listen to me, Scott. We can’t stay here another night whatsoever. Here I am a married woman and making love to another man. That’s not what I signed up for when we took our vows.”