After Dad left, I went through my zombie routine at school and got home about three. Mom wasn’t there, but arrived at ten of four.
“Eric, I’m going to my room to take a nap, so please don’t disturb me until I wake up.”
No hug or kiss. That was that. I hurried down to Dad’s office and unlocked it. For the first time in my life, he had given me a key to his perpetually locked office. I changed into a pair of black running shorts and a white shirt that said “Change” surrounded by coins.
When I saw Mom’s icon indicate she was online, I send a video chat request. She accepted. I should have known something was up by the way she was dressed. Nothing provocative at all.
BaBeeBoy69: Hi!
LilRedRyder: I think things got out of hand yesterday.
BaBeeBoy69: How?
LilRedRyder: Things just went WAY too far. Farther than I intended
BaBeeBoy69: Are you angry with me?
LilRedRyder: Not with you. With myself.
BaBeeBoy69: You didn’t do anything wrong.
LilRedRyder: I’m supposed to be the mature one here and help you with your shyness.
BaBeeBoy69: You are. I talked to some people today I never would have before.
I was scared that this was all going to blow up and have Dad on the warpath. I was winging it as best I could.
LilRedRyder: I’m glad, but that doesn’t make what I was doing right.
BaBeeBoy69: You’re helping my confidence more than you know.
LilRedRyder: I’m glad. Let’s just keep it friendly. OK?
BaBeeBoy69: You’re dressed different.
LilRedRyder: I sent you the wrong signal yesterday. My bad.
BaBeeBoy69: It was good to me. You have a tremendous body and it should be appreciated.
LilRedRyder: Maybe this isn’t a good idea any more.
BaBeeBoy69: You’re going to reject me. Just like everyone.
LilRedRyder: No, no. You don’t understand. I just want to set up some boundaries.
BaBeeBoy69: You were probably laughing at me when you teased me.
LilRedRyder: Teased you?
BaBeeBoy69: Yeah, almost showing me your boobs. Not fair.
LilRedRyder: That’s what I mean. I went too far. I’m sorry.
BaBeeBoy69: I want to see your tits.
Dad had said be aggressive when the going gets tough. I figured using “tits” instead of “boobs” sounded agressive.
LilRedRyder: I won’t do that. Like I said. That was a mistake.
BaBeeBoy69: Just this once.
LilRedRyder: No.
BaBeeBoy69: You got me to show you stuff. You call that fair?
LilRedRyder: I said it was my mistake.
BaBeeBoy69: You had your way. Admit you liked it, when I showed you my pubic hair.
LilRedRyder: This isn’t getting us any where.
BaBeeBoy69: Just admit you liked it, that it excited you.
A long pause then:
LilRedRyder: We’re human beings and each one of us has desires. But they have to be controlled.
BaBeeBoy69: You excited me too.
A long pause.
LilRedRyder: I did? Well it’s my responsibility to direct that in a positive way.
BaBeeBoy69: You should have seen the erection I got because of you.
LilRedRyder: You should’t be saying that to me.
BaBeeBoy69: It’s true. I bet you want to see my cock just like I want to see your tits.
LilRedRyder: That’s not true.
BaBeeBoy69: Tell me you don’t want to blow my mind with a look at your tits!