Curiousmom: I may have to drink scotch to get to that state
Momplusoneequalsfun: it is considered a sure fire panty remover
Curiousmom: it often lowered my standards in college lol
Momplusoneequalsfun: ah memories
Curiousmom: do you have any regrets?
Momplusoneequalsfun: only in that generally we have to keep our mother-son relationship a secret even though our relationship as a younger guy dating an older woman is common knowledge in our community
Curiousmom: does anyone in your community know the truth?
Momplusoneequalsfun: no, which is frustrating, always living a lie…yet the overwhelming love I have for Jimmy overrides the secret I must keep
Curiousmom: that must be frustrating
Momplusoneequalsfun: it used to be. At first it really gnawed on me as I wanted to share all my feelings with someone, a girlfriend for example, but couldn’t…thank God for the Internet
Curiousmom: are there lots of women like us?
Momplusoneequalsfun: more than I ever could have imagined and quadruple that if u include all the women who fantasize about it
The thought that I wasn’t some sick, twisted pervert and there were others like me either fantasizing or actually doing it made me feel better.
Curiousmom: wow!!!
Momplusoneequalsfun: and times it by nine if you factor in that 90 percent of boys and men fantasize about some sort of sexual relationship with their mother
Curiousmom: 90?
Momplusoneequalsfun: and I think that is a low estimate
Curiousmom: really?
Momplusoneequalsfun: it’s completely logical if you think about it. There are tons of theories on it
Based on Paul’s attention to me the past few weeks, I knew I got him horny…but this too enhanced my comfort with the decision I had already made…to seduce my son tomorrow on Nude Day.
Curiousmom: crazy, so you think there is over a 90 percent likelihood that Paul has fantasized having sex with me
Momplusoneequalsfun: closer to a 100
Suddenly the thought of my brother wanting to fuck my mom popped into my head.
Curiousmom: so my brother likely wanted to have sex with his mother
Momplusoneequalsfun: yep
Curiousmom: wow
Momplusoneequalsfun: the other thing that has been very therapeutic is Walden Island
Curiousmom: what is Walden Island
Momplusoneequalsfun: an incest resort
Curiousmom: no way
Momplusoneequalsfun: there are a few secluded incest retreats in the world, but of the few Jimmy and I have been to it is the best
The thought of a resort that catered to families who committed incest seemed surreal and yet instantly I wanted to go to it….with Paul.
Curiousmom: you’re serious
Momplusoneequalsfun: I don’t joke about incest
Curiousmom: every time I talk to u I learn something new that shocks the shit out of me
Momplusoneequalsfun: if you’re interested in meeting, Jimmy and I are going there in early August
A rush coursed through my body at the offer. I would love to meet others who were living the incest lifestyle (was lifestyle the right word?). Plus, I was super curious to meet Kennedy and Jimmy.
Curiousmom: really?
Momplusoneequalsfun: u have to have a personal invite to come to the resort, but once u come u r a forever member