That evening we sat and watched TV and after I put Samuel to bed I came back downstairs and Len said smiling “Fancy an early night?”. This meant he would like to have sex and though I wasn’t in the mood how could I refuse. “I’d love too Len” I replied and leant over to kiss him. Len went upstairs while I went to the kitchen to put some cups in the dishwasher. Making my way upstairs I reached the bedroom and saw Len standing by the bed with the duvet pulled back. When I walked up to him I saw the come stains on the sheet from Len and I. He looked at me and asked “What’s this?”. Knowing I couldn’t lie I told him then truth while tears ran down my face and I could see he was heartbroken.
When I finished telling him everything he just said “I’ll go sleep downstairs” and he walked away. Disgusted with myself I tore the bedding off of the bed and put it in the laundry basket then I layed on the mattress and cried myself to sleep. When I woke the next morning I went downstairs.. As I passed the lounge Samuel was in there playing and when I reached the kitchen Len saw me and walked up to me. Putting his arms around me he said “I’ll try to be a better husband from now on and I’ll try to be a better lover too as I know I need to improve in bed”.
He then kissed me tenderly on the lips and tears came into my eyes and I said “Do you forgive me Len?” and he replied “Yes Camille. It was my fault as much as yours”. We hugged then I sat down to eat the breakfast Len had prepared while he went to check on Samuel. I was working later again today so I would take Samuel to school. After Len had left for work I took a quick shower then I walked our son to school. Hoping I wouldn’t see Ralph but if I do I shall tell him yesterday was a one time event.
He wasn’t at the gates which relieved me and after I watched Samuel walk into the building I turned around to leave and there was Ralph standing there with a smirk on his face. “Im surprised you can walk after yesterday?” he said and I replied “I’ve had bigger dicks in me then yours before”. His smirk disappeared and looked slightly annoyed but then with a grin he said “Why not come back to my place and I’ll make you come like you’ve never come before?” There were many responses I could have given to him such as “No thanks I won’t cheat on my husband again” or “In your dreams” or “Piss off” however I found myself saying “Sure let’s go”.
He took my hand and we walked to his house. In my mind I justified my actions to myself by saying “If I have sex at Ralph’s home Len won’t know about it so he won’t get hurt and this way I get to have great sex. So everyone’s happy.
Right?